You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Deleted member 20978]

When you contemplate briefly the logistics necessary for this entire site to be a front for an elaborate psyops operation targeting you and then breathe a sigh of relief because that's just stupid.

:shifty:

 

[seedling]

You've made a mistake and you spend the entire night worrying about it.

Which is what I was just doing as I logged on. Trying my best to let the mistake go!

 

[Heather]

@The Albatross just a suggestion: why don't you use the same passwords for your job as you do for support sites. Might make life a little easier. Just a thought :).

 

[The Albatross]

There site rules don't allow it... and I tried to get them to let me have the same log on for both their sites... but eh, no go. One day I'll remember it, it's just that I do/knock out all my training in 6 month intervals instead of "onezies" so my brain sees no reason to remember it "til next time". Then I just have them reset it.

 

[Ocean5]

@Link Removed You tried a password management program? I would be lost without.

 

[Lionheart]

When you have been disabled by it for approximately 18 years.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Just a thought @The Albatross get a little notebook and write them down so you can find them when you need them. My daughter bought me a book that has my information in it so all I have to do is go to the book and retrieve my information.

When I am looking for my phone while I am talking to someone!

 

[Deleted member 28403]

When you're on myptsd so much that you think you're name is 'Ed'

When you use English so much, that you partially forget your native language

 

[Gadgie]

When you don't fit in and feel different to everybody else. You go into a "them and us" mode.

I must admit though that since I've developed this physical health problem, it seems to have pushed my physiological problems to one side, it's still there but more in the background, if you know what I mean.

 

[Heather]

You're being triggered in your present life by past events and are so angry about everything. That you don't take sh#t from anyone.

 

[Deleted member 20978]

When everyone is out to get you because you think they are. And so you forget why you were putting your keys in the freezer in the first place LOL

When you can't tell if people would appreciate you more if you explained how much pain you are in or if you smile and say you're doing fine thanks :)

When life is a battle no matter what you do to see it otherwise. The war you were born into follow you everywhere and people lie to your face and tell you it's just in your head.

 

[Deleted member 28403]

Your idea of going to sleep is to lay in bed, and give up after an hour.