My bday was a couple days ago...texted him like crazy no response, NO bday wish just complete disappearance. He went back home to do his probation (for assault), n to be there for his dad who is dying. He has not tried contacting me at all, shut off his phone for over 2 wks now. I know I acted crazy hoping I would reach out to him :( Last thing he said was disappear. It hurts like hell but I need to do what he asks for.
When I do disappear, he reappears like I am suppose to forget everything n I do cause I love him dearly. I don't know if this time he will reappear. Sorry...I am just venting, feeling crushed, alone n there is no one who understands. When I couldn't take it n wanted to end it, he would chase me n chase but I always responded n never shut the door n now here he has completely shut the door shut, no phone contact or email. I can't go to where he is at cause I have a job and kids.
I am completely lost...he meant everything to me.
When I do disappear, he reappears like I am suppose to forget everything n I do cause I love him dearly. I don't know if this time he will reappear. Sorry...I am just venting, feeling crushed, alone n there is no one who understands. When I couldn't take it n wanted to end it, he would chase me n chase but I always responded n never shut the door n now here he has completely shut the door shut, no phone contact or email. I can't go to where he is at cause I have a job and kids.
I am completely lost...he meant everything to me.