Hopeless

[1234567891011]

Doctors can't help. I have no one. No hope. In hell. No one . Getting darker.

 

[ladee]

You do have us. It may not be up close but it is personal. We understand. So many of us have been right where you are.
Share what's going on. We are here to listen and support and ecourage you.
Hope you decide to share.

 

[Deleted member 37085]

Doctors can't help. I have no one. No hope. In hell. No one . Getting darker.

We are here for you, reach out and talk about what is going on when you are able, we are listening, and care and we understand! JadesJewel

 

[Deleted member 37085]

We are here for you, reach out and talk about what is going on when you are able, we are listening,...

Try and always remember @1234567891011 that ptsd thoughts and feelings (comes from history and tries to invade our present minds). When shadows and darkness try so hard to overtake me I know from members here that my mind (brain) by rote lies, lies, lies to our minds (brain) and sends out horrific mind and body-destructive messaging. LIes.

Keep shining the light (talking and sharing) here (talking in here and to anyone in your personal life who will actively listen) into the darkness about the destructive messages that ptsd (mind) feeds to me (us). Lies. You are never alone anymore @1234567891011 because now you are here - we are all here thousands of us are here and we are kicking ptsd's buttocks!

Read as much as you can on this life-giving site about your diagnosis (es) and self-educate, and treatment for me was necessary - all depends on individual. Everyone here has been effected differently by pstd (the crappy gift that keeps on giving) and today I have hope. Just for today. Each person's ptsd is as different as our DNA and fingerprints (except twins, etc.) For me the darkness feeling very real is a Lie. Yes, I experience the darkness and isolation, and yet I push through and I one second at a time will only try, only try one moment, one minute, one day depending - and try to remain in recovery. You are in recovery here on this forum, reaching out and seeking and receiving mutual comfort (you seek out and also give comfort when you post @1234567891011) here in these threads. You posting your darkness (lies) and your pain - is actually helping and aiding another member who needs to hear you holler and yell out your current status, here. (hugs) and you're never alone anymore - free will - unless you choose to be. Alone can be good; too much and for me it becomes isolation and I have my doctorate (lol) in isolation. Not funny, yet ironically if masters degree or doctorate was given for being great with isolation I would have both degrees in spades. Working on this. Long way (road) to walk and I don't have to walk it alone, anymore (crying now). JadesJewel