5 Things I'm Thinking Today

[BlackbirdSinging]

I'm having distorted thoughts a lot lately.

It feels like my thoughts are sticky like when I start ruminating or having flashbacks.

I feel like having hot tea and reading.

I'm always reading.

Maybe I'm addicted to books. Is that a thing? It could totally be me.

And one more since something else just came to mind. Sometime this week it's a year since we lost one of my cousins. Maybe that's part of what's wrong with me lately. The anniversary. Damn.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Tired of being so sick:mad:
Had a warm shower and drank some broth
Its cold.
I missed ev:peryone.
So need to do my laundry, but I am too weak.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Tired of being so sick:mad:

I hope you feel better soon gizmo.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

1. Grrrrrrrr!
2. I want the old me back
3. I want a new body
4. Fuckitall, this is not the life I want
5. I hope there is a hell for all those who hurt people, animals and nature

 

[Naoru]

1 @Anrish Siri の バカ 、indeed. Siri is written Siri, as are most brand names. No translation. Otherwise, Siri sounds like shiri which can be / usually translated しり :laugh: :roflmao:
2 :hug: Hope @Anrish & @gizmo feel better soon.
3 Unintentionally difficult in t today. :facepalm:
4 Too many questions, brain shutdown. Told self stay calm, did not mean turn off.
5 24K Magic Japanese Grandmas YouTube ... Yesss :D:p

 

[Friday]

@Naoru :roflmao: Ooooooooh Romanji

I dare Apple, right here & now, to name their next assistant Ass. :hilarious: Hey, Asshole! Call Home. Hey Asshole! Play iTunes playlist 7. Hey, Asshole! :sneaky:

...Now if only they'd give him a Brooklyn accent.

 

[Keming]

1. I think the psychiatrist has started taking her meds.
2. I don't know where I am.
3. Place lights people crowds faces name name tofu tofu? tofu. shopping. grown up. right. good.
4. boom boom boom i can't singing this bloody tune tune tune (grown up?)
5. New meds are scary.

 

[Naoru]

@Friday I would buy a lot more Apple products if they did ! :D Million dollar idea.
Reminds me of the name I had given ex for Bluetooth. Had to change that when kids in the car. :whistling::angelic:

 

[Tinyflame]

1. Mary Kills People Tv Mini-series is very disturbing from what my past entailed. About 3/4 of perpetrators (irl) actually report they got off on it. I've actually avoided all but over-hearing some.
2. But, as above & then some, others' likely mental illness(es) impacted on me.
3. It occurred to me some things that were never helpful in finding healing or recovery, are signs of mental illness. PTSD is, after all, a mental illness (without even including co-morbidities). If it's not something I'd want for my own child or daughter, it's probably not very healthy or 'sane' thinking. Thinking it's sane or makes sense = illness.
4. I think, for me, recognizing my 'un-wellness', helps me to try to aim for well-ness. I think when they say the way to better health or recovery is 'through' they don't mean through more of the same, or without challenge- perhaps a 180 in beliefs and actions towards self, especially. I don't really have the words to explain it, but like having cancer and choosing to live - truly 'living'-. as though well, and with the thoughts and care, for self and others. Because when other choices seem to be better, like SI, that is mental 'illness' versus mental 'health'iness.
5. I hope @Anrish and @gizmo feel better. :hug:. Hugs to all :hug: .

 

[intothelight]

1, I rattled someone's cage a the nursing home and the psych hospital are now talking, getting a room that is appropriate, setting up follow up psychiatric care, and setting up a care plan, Conference is scheduled for Friday to go over everything in place and make any modifications.
2, Farrier this morning and hoping it doesn't rain.
3. Is there a 12 step program for Girl Scout Cookies?
4. Need to spend time setting up and outlining some of these bigger projects,
5. Hoping to hit the show today when its not too crowded.

 

[jaccat]

I often wonder if my getting annoyed at work is a clash of personalities, or if those people are as lazy and stupid as they appear to be.
I got a nice compliment from a customer today. It doesn't happen often.
I forgot to water my chilli plants and now they don't look happy.:(
I've made cheese straws with some pastry scraps, just because I could. They smell good.
Now it's stopped raining the dwarf daffodils in my garden have all turned their faces to the sky. They look like characters from Alice in Wonderland!

 

[corvidae]

1: when you go for an x-ray with "incorporated swimmers," don't bring your speedo.
2: or maybe do bring it, as being x-ray'd is kind of boring and a speedo would liven that up.
3: also, don't eat a pile of black beans beforehand because being positioned can lead to...off-gassing.
4: no more beans today.
5: no more x-rays, either, thankfully.