You Know You Have PTSD When...

[Ronin]

When you need exercise to blow off stress but being in touch with your body leads to massive overwhelm of memories you were trying to avoid in the first place. :banghead:

When your act of bravery for the day is living in your head.

When 'getting better and worse in the same time' makes perfect sense to you. :cautious:

 

[NoWhereKnowWhere]

Only the people on myptsd get you.

so f*cking true I can't even.

NO MORE SPOONS

When you're in spoon deficit due to using spoons on tick. It's due for payment. a weeks worth of spoons have been repossessed. I have to cancel my life for a week.

When someone asking if your "ok" makes you want to laugh like a hyena and reply with "not since '97 no". Instead you smile and say yes I'm ok.:rolleyes:

When it takes days to respond to messages because you can't find the words, you forgot what you were going to say, you've lost the ability to think and you get distracted easily.

 

[ladee]

@NoWhereKnowWhere is living in my head... except mine would be for the second one. no , not since I was born...

 

[NoWhereKnowWhere]

@NoWhereKnowWhere is living in my head... except mine would be for the second one. no...

Even in '97 things were f*cked I was just too young to realise my life wasn't normal, safe or stable. It's amazing how much kids will adapt to f*cked up shit.

 

[A little lost]

When your T who's trying to help you stop dissociation tells you that you need to dissociate yourself!...

She looked at me like I was crazy when I cracked up laughing!

 

[Captain Proton]

When you turn into the Incredible Hulk over what others see as absolutely nothing and have no understanding why.

 

[A little lost]

When it takes days to respond to messages because you can't find the words, you forgot what you were going to say, you've lost the ability to think and you get distracted easily.

So bloody true.....anyone would think I'd not responded to a message to you:woot:
I didn't did I ??:nailbiting:
or was that someone else? Lol.:(

 

[ladee]

When not having Avatars is about to send you to the rabbit hole because it just doesn't feel good to not have my friends avatars showing.... I feel like I am talking to strangers... and this just sucks BIG TIME !!!

 

[NoWhereKnowWhere]

So bloody true.....anyone would think I'd not responded to a message to you:woot:
I didn't did I...

I have literally no idea either of those things could be true.

 

[ThisLifeIsBeautiful]

When u go to the doctor and try to explain that EVERYf*ckINGTHING hurts and you can't sleep and u need SOMETHING, ANYTHING, pleeeeeaaaassssseeeee?

 

[Ronin]

When not having Avatars is about to send you to the rabbit hole

When, ditto, another reason. Actively triggering pictograms reminding you of why the hell you're less than subhuman & an open target every goddamn day in a place you felt 'safe' are maddening.

Nevermind. Back to the ninja enigma, me. I'm just a question mark of Who the hell is this person, and what are they doing here. :sneaky:

 

[Ronin]

Even in '97 things were f*cked

& When in '07 they were f*cked in your corner, too, and you're glad it's '17, because either you'll make a long thick line behind all of the f*cked, or you'll learn to laugh at all the previous f*ck ups, because distance is magic.

It doesn't matter distance isn't magic & a flicker of a memory sends you to pieces for days. Let's keep the rest of the light & peace.