What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Ronin]

@Lionheart, you don't have to give to be valued and wanted around ;)

@Tornadic Thoughts Wishes of safety and strength to everyone affected.

 

[TruthSeeker]

Pissed off angry at my plastic surgeon...my reconstructed nose looks like hell and he's wishy-washy.
I hate wishy-washy. Do it, say it, walk it , talk it.....and I'm fine.
Hate getting stuck in a past trauma loop.....did that earlier today.....
Disgusted my T is taking vacation right now when I've been sick....she needs/deserves vacation....timing just sucks.
Worn out, exhausted, feeling unmotivated...struggling to turn that around.
Hate that neediness that comes with being sick.....
Half of me feels the need to try....the other half is too tired and says FI today.

 

[Lionheart]

@Lionheart, you don't have to give to be valued and wanted around ;)

Awww what an awesome thing for you to say and a wonderful thing to know, thank you @Ronin!!! :)

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Thank you, @thread (hoping the days become more kind and it doesn't feel like such a struggle to get through each one) and @Ronin . Heart hugs for whoever is open to receive. ?

 

[EmmaOwl]

I feel cruddy and cranky today.
And, just to add, my left eye hurts and I don't feel like going to the doctor.
Thank you!

 

[Ronin]

Sorry you're hurting @Allie D. , you still seeing okay?

Hoping you can see someone about that pain soon.

 

[intothelight]

Came here to live, not to die. Funny how things work out, but I beat death again. Just so angry and tired of always crawling out of the pit. Just want some peace and to enjoy the time that remains. f*ck cancer and PTSD.

 

[Tinyflame]

f*ck cancer and PTSD.

Yes. :hug: I am thankful you are 'here'.

Thank you @Tornadic Thoughts . :hug: :hug:

Afraid.
Holes in my heart. :cry:

 

[EmmaOwl]

A little embarrassed but more so grateful that I can put my twisted negative stuff somewhere where people won't hate me for it. (Like, anyone here reading this knows I'm not trying to actively torture any of my loved ones!)

Sorry you're hurting @Allie D. , you still seeing okay?

Thank you! I am better now. But I was exhausted and not just my vision was Blurry. So I went to sleep. Guess what? I woke up the next day with a flaming rash, framing my face, it looked like impetigo but wasn't; and I recalled mention of something called "Mask Face" AHA! On Monday I had been along on about 3 weeks worth of errands in the 90-degree heat. I slathered on prescription antibiotic ointment I thankfully already had
(Do you suppose the eye doctor does appointments on Zoom? ha! Imagine: "Get your face a little closer to the computer. Use your phone to take a picture? No not THAT angle!") Today, I woke up, not cured but so much better. so I'm also ****grateful**** as I seem to have avoided conjunctivitis or active infection. SO I'm feeling a lot of relief about that too! hope you're hanging in too

 

[EmmaOwl]

@thread
I'm sorry you are afraid and, hope in time, those holes in your heart can be filled back up with good things

 

[Tinyflame]

lost
alone.

 

[RussellSue]

I feel excited, anxious and unprepared.