What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Queen Boudica]

Sad. I want to be someone else. I want to be who that little girl could have been if she had been loved and made to feel special, not what I became.

Trying to hold onto when I did feel loved at my nan's house. If I could feel enough of that love, maybe the other stuff will melt away. But that stuff is always there, lurking there, assassinating any chance I have of feeling good about myself. It is wrong to feel good about myself, not allowed, mabye only for a brief moment, before the nasty stuff comes back.

 

[Anjelwing]

I feel overwhelming guilt.
I feel scared of the unknown.
I feel hope in this forum.
I feel grateful for those that have stood by me for so many years
I feel afraid to be happy
I feel lonely
I feel sad
I feel love
I feel pitiful.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

A good nights sleep definitely helped my mood. Coffee with a friend will give a boost too. Feeling much better today!

 

[CraftyCath]

[QUOTEIt is wrong to feel good about myself][/QUOTE]

I also feel like this Lizzo, so hard to fight against when you have felt unloved and unwanted all your life. We know it isn't wrong but it is soooooooo hard to see the truth and allow ourselves good feelings.

((((Lizzo))))

 

[Sandra]

That is so true CraftyCath. And when we do have that in our lives, we dom't know how to deal it.

 

[Deleted member 10686]

I feel totally emotionally numb in regards to a current situation I should be feeling feelings about, which in turn makes me feel like I am a bad person because I don't have these feelings I should have.

 

[Queen Boudica]

Uneasy, very very uneasy. Agitated. Feel like a lion pacing about in a very small cage. Feel dizzy, feel nauseus.Don't know why. Feel very much on the edge.

 

[amethist]

Calmer and almost back on track.

 

[wcdean]

I feel like my hamster came off his wheel. Scrambled brains for breakfast...

 

[Srain]

Less sad, more focused, my migraine is trying to return and eating was horrific once again. I'm a little jittery going outside but I do. I know my reality, I'm holding onto what my reality is, my husband is helping me there (I'm cheating a bit there) I'm exhausted...

 

[Sandra]

I'm pissed off with myself after I screwed up with 2 appointments this week.

Feeling frustrated since I can't get out to hand feed the wild birds and do the bird watching anymore.

Still feeling depressed and empty inside.

 

[goingonhope]

Punished. Identified as target. Dumping ground. Miserably helpless and life's hopeless. Beaten. Brain dead. Foolish. Exhausted. Dumb. Weak. Like prey. So full of grief and sadness. Overwhelmed. Confused. Lost. Pummeled.