Hi All/Anthony
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I suffered a near death experience 3 times in 2008 and after being diagnosed with PTSD, I had 3 1/2 years of therapy with 3 different therapists without a complete recovery. The perpetuator of this trauma is the mother of my children and thinks my situation is fake. I have not and cannot forgive her and I certainly will never forget. I have rejected drugs due to the well documented side effects, which would further deepen my chronic depression.
I am unemployed and disabled, but high functioning, just unhappy.
I live with the complications of that trauma, which include seizure disorder and heart medications.
I have two young children which requires interacting with my ex, who is their mother. Our relationship is contentious and has not abated.
I am starting my own company which may take me out of the area for lengthy time periods, a mixed blessing/curse. On one hand, I will be able to see my ex less often, but on the other, less time to be with my kids; they are 8 and 10 years old.
I often wish I was dead, but suicide is not a consideration, given the stats about teen suicide after the parent takes their life. I do accept that dying naturally will be preferred, but not until my company has been funded and well on it's way to being successful. After that time, I simply won't care about living.