Thinking About Filing For Disability For Ptsd After Having Panic Attack So Bad I Was Hospitalized

[hodge]

Yes, JMH has a lot of good advice. Mainly, get help from your county social services worker. They can help you get medical insurance If working is making you ill, stop, get a disability lawyer and apply! That is what it's there for. You have paid into it and you deserve to draw on it if you need to.

 

[KuanYin]

It can't hurt to try. Just be aware that it can be a very long and frustrating process. I originally filed back in December of 2012. I was not employed at the time and haven't been since. My original request was denied and before I could request a hearing with an ALJ I had to apply for reconsideration. (Not all states require this step, but mine does). I was denied again and then filed an appeal. I also hired a good lawyer. Though I completed and sent in the application for a hearing back in October of 2013, they didn't get it into the system until January 2014 (no idea why). I was then told that I would have to wait anywhere from 12 to 18 months to actually have a hearing. I'm still waiting for my day in court. My best advice is to understand going in that the process can be really tedious, drawn out and frustrating, get a good, reputable lawyer (preferably one in your area that you can speak to in person and that has specialized experience in disability cases), become familiar with the disability application process as it pertains to your state (keep an eye on those deadlines!) and stay on top of treatment ( docs appointments, meds etc). I wish you the best of luck and I hope you find a least a little bit of relief soon. Don't give up!

 

[hodge]

I'm so sorry you're having so much trouble, KuanYin. It is a horrible thing to go through.

 

[Taylor30313]

Thank you all very much. Some of it was hard to hear, but I'm grateful for all of your advice and honesty. I just cant help but think their is no help for me. I dont know why I cant shake the feel of hopelessness, doom, like I'm just going to fade away. The state I live in is scarce as far as helping people in my situation and it's not like that everywhere which I've witnessed firsthand. I tried to get help after a stay in the hospital abd she asked me two questions: Are you pregnant? Do you have kids?.......

 

[joeylittle]

I dont know why I cant shake the feel of hopelessness, doom, like I'm just going to fade away.

If it helps at all, know that this is a symptom, and it's not actually some message from the universe that you are supposed to listen to. It's a feeling, and a strong one - but it's only that, a feeling. If you want help, don't be afraid to keep looking for it and asking about it.

 

[KuanYin]

Don't give up. I know that feeling of dread all too well. What Joeylittle said is right though, it's a symptom. You are so much more than your symptoms. Fight for yourself like you would your best friend!