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I've always love animals and always had pets but since I developed PTSD, having a pet/pets has honestly helped me heaps. They help me take up time that would otherwise be spent letting my mind go on a rampage and making me feel worse. Their goofy and sweet antics really make you feel at peace...

I'm grateful that I found out my dog only has a easily treated infection and not something serious.

Thank you all for the advice and well wishes. I'm still trying to drag myself out of the hellish hole that is PTSD still and days I feel ok and then others, it just seems life sees I'm having an off day so it throws a ton of crap my way so I have to deal with it all at once. If I have the usual...

It's been quite some time since I last posted and up until recently I've felt relatively "normal" and happy. I had my occasional bouts with depression and my T switched me from my Celexa (it started having no effect and causing issues with my stomach) to medical marijuana. It's helped...

Thank you PTSD sufferer. This is the first time in weeks/months that I haven't woken up in a panic. I love it. You helped a lot in this situation as well.

Thanks everyone. As I was leaving work. My boss was out in the parking lot and started yelling at me because he wanted to back a truck up into the lot and apparently I wasn't backing out fast enough so when I did he walked up to my window and continues screaming so I flipped him the bird and...

Unfortunately no. My boss and his brother are owners and the only people with any say in the company. The overloading of work has only been recent to the point where they dump piles of papers on the desk and then as I'm on the phone with a client have me doing something else or my boss would...

It's honestly not so much what I do but the fact they are throwing more and more work on me that isn't what I was "trained" for. I use the term trained loosely because apparently the girl who taught me did it all wrong so I had to go through it again. I've been there for about 2 months now. The...

Some of you may know I got another job after my grooming one. Long story short, it was really stressful since day one because of typical new job stress, my inability to handle stress normally and the fact my boss is a real jerk to put it nicely. I started to vomit every day before work and...

since I've been on my medication and seeing a good T I've actually gotten a bit better with my memory. I still have times where my mind is mush but nowhere as bad as it used to be

No it is definitely not! Sorry you have to deal with it too.

It has been an issue with me since I was a child. Long story short, if I have any major life changes I get extremely anxious and I vomit. Usually it's in the morning of the new event so all I have in my stomach is bile and stomach acid. My drs said they could do nothing for me and that it was a...

KP I'm sorry I'm getting to this late but I hope you continue to feel better about this. A report is a piece of paper and the person who wrote it isn't you therefore they don't know jack. You are a great person and you have helped me through tough times and I just hope you know I am there for...

If I had a penny for every time I got up and tossed and turned, I'd be able to buy a small country. I had too many thoughts running through my head. I got such little sleep and it showed today...

I feel overwhelmed and worthless. I feel like I can't do anything right and that I will never be a normal-ish functioning member of society