Recent content by kodiak

I was dumped by significant other three days ago after being together for the last seven years. So now I'm by myself she was my only support that I had. if I lucky all catch the virus and die i'm at ready a high risk because of lupus.

Thanks painted it for a couple of people that have kept me alive.

My first two paintings

Dirty south the unknown https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dSAI6Q3hmW4&list=FLMLRVDBgO3bIrU0mErtN_fw&index=5&t=0s

For me it's guilt, anger and fear of failing

My sunset in Duluth MN

Numb Linkin Park

For me it's the guilt and social isolation because I can't trust no one.

For me it's the guilt and social isolation because I can't trust no one.

For me it would be the guilt and sleeplessness, flashbacks, body memories and feeling like a failure

What's keeping me alive? My grandma who needs me My therapist

I slept well last night no nightmares

fatigued, depressed only one hour of sleep last night

So far good no nightmares or flashbacks keeping my fingers crossed.

I had a couple of them down days last week.