Recent content by LittleMrsAntisocial

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thank you @ladee and @Cashew

hey everyone, I have been so blessed to see how much people actually care and care for my wellbeing:) I am blessed to have this supportive group in my time of distress. I am so grateful to call you guys my friends and my family! You guys are amazing! Thank you for checking up on me all the time...

i have a fear of emergency rooms, I've only ever been sent to the psych ward from here. I have to stay overnight and a utterly terrified. I didn't have the heart for my husband to get up out of bed to be with me. Can someone just PM me and we will talk from there.

@Ember thank you for the kind words. I'm trying to be kind and focused. I feel I am not strong anymore and everyone can see it :( @Junebug it could be all of those things. September -February are my worst months, I go to school full time and work full time. It's very exhausting in all sense of...

I think I'm just going to start typing and see what comes out. I haven't been going to therapy for 6 weeks now and I feel like I am regressing. I'm putting myself back in the shell I was in before I was in therapy. I'm constantly in a state of dissociating (mostly of the mind). I can hear...

I feel like no matter what comes my way I'm just going to shut it out. It's just hard to think about the fact that I had made plans to kill myself and a suicide note. I'm just really saddened by those actions. And I really just hate St. Patrick's Week :(

Thank you @ladee! It's nice to know others understand. I feel kinda lost and like I'm not worth much.

is it bad that most of the time I just shut everything off. I've been sick with food poisoning and still have pains from it. But since I got it, it has been difficult for me to regulate my emotions, I feel out of control again. And because it's difficult for me to regulate them, I have just shut...

I really like this, I will have to try and fix this about myself. Also thinking about ways to incorporate 5 minutes of relaxation a day.

I don't know why but I'll have to get back to this post later, I'm starting to shut down.