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    Dealing with mental health and the call to activism

    So I just got off a social media platform where a friend has posted a call to activism. Quoting someone saying it wasn't good enough to just educate yourself on issues but you needed to help fix the issues while using some analogy to get it across how morally insensitive it is to not help...
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    Other Dissociative Disorders and shame

    Losing total control to a part and still being able to see what's going on is upsetting. It's also upsetting to be faced with the reality of how severe or you're still dealing with these things. I totally get why you'd be overwhelmed. It's okay to have moments of disbelief or non-acceptance...
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    DID Just life with DID

    Not a super serious topic. Just feeling weird being in a system and unable to talk to my friends about it. I've been depressed, I haven't been able to get myself to work for a good while. Over the years my therapist keeps bringing up asking other parts to help when I do have problems. So I...
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    DID is it possible to control or isolate some did/osdd switches?

    Hey, that sounds really tough, having to do manage alone. It's no wonder that you're suffering. I want you to know many of us have been in hard places where we couldn't handle the weight on us. Some of us are still there. Things do get better. Even in the moment feelings, come and go, they ebb...
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    DID Parts barely Around

    This year I focused mainly on my mental health and relationships. Things were going pretty well and I'd have some hours where I wasn't experiencing depersonalization or derealization, which is a pretty big deal for me! So great! About mid year in the summer I started working more and eventually...
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    DID DID and gender identity and orientation

    To be clear, I was talking about the the causes for sexuality and gender being complex. I wasn't talking about gender complexity. Yeah, labels don't need to be important to anyone. Labels are just tools. People may use them if they like. Or don't. If they are not helpful, toss them I'd say...
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    DID DID and gender identity and orientation

    I have parts, they have different genders and sexualities. One is female, one is non-binary, the rest are male. Then there's me, the ANP confused as heck at times and kinda caught in the middle. Trying to sort through this I now identify as transmasculine which is non-binary and also reflects my...
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    Other Auditory Processing Disorder

    As far as APD, I've done pretty well, it's a disability but not a handicap. That mentality has been what gets me through it. Not sure if early diagnoses helped or not, it mostly helped to have people (mostly my family) take me seriously when I couldn't hear them. APD hasn't really stopped from...
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    DID Dating with DID/PTSD

    For a bit of positive news, I've been dating the girl I mentioned for 3 months and she now knows I have parts. It's not an issue for her nor a main topic, but I can talk about it when I want to. Living proof it's possible to date and have parts. I think who you date matters. My girlfriend is...
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    Other Auditory Processing Disorder

    I have APD, was diagnosed in the 3rd grade. It's mild enough I can get away without telling others I have it and just adapt to help myself (asking clarifying questions, written conversation, bluffing, lip reading, room auccustics). I have found though telling others helps a lot. People are...
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    Having a hard time with a celebrity exposed

    I don't know where to post. An internet celebrity/personality was exposed to having cheated on his wife with another, allegedly gaslighting and abusive, and lying to and involving fans in the exchange of nudes. This celebrity was open about some things he did but the full extent of things was...
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    When things feel unreal that you think it's a lie

    I recently got a girlfriend and I think she's pretty wonderful. There are times it's hard to believe I have her in my life, that this is my life. Because of dissociation though that disbelief takes a step further. Things won't feel real. I'll want to call her to hear a voice because it doesn't...
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    DID Parts and Awareness

    No. When I was a kid I imagined a rich internal world that I enjoyed and escaped to, I use to day dreamed a lot. I don't do that anymore. Whenever I look inward I just see darkness, like clouds. My T hasn't talked about an internal world either.
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    DID DID Treatment

    From what I've read, pretty much. It's a lot of the same treatment just some adjustments here and there. What's important I think is that your T isn't clueless and has training with DID so they can make those adjustments.
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    DID Parts and Awareness

    The overall sense I get is that it's not too important who is out and that I'll get a clearing understanding with therapy, experience, and communication. This is where I'm at. Before I realized I had parts, the host overheard two of them arguing over what to eat. A clear, coherent...