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I have friends, I dont know who, where or how to connect with them. I am not alone but feel it. There's a war going on inside me which seems to be for my soul. I am unbroken and cannot be broken. I stand a line alone but it is unseen and unknown. Saying that feels like I cheapen any actual...

Hey, not with agoraphobia itself, with anything i think its important to take a step, no matter how big or small. Take a small step, give your self time to adjust, then try for another, maybe another day or time but every step you take is a step in the right direction.

Welcome. Its sometimes easy to label yourself and you will be your worse critic. Focus on what you do like and enjoy maybe. Important to eat, if you dont fancy anything in particular something comforting or easy?

And is it anger?

Is everyone angry?

If you stop trying, your abuser is still abusing you. Keep trying, you cannot connect and be understood by everyone. May need to change some things, try to work on them. Small steps forward still steps forward.

I have been on and off again with drink. Recently due to being drugged, most recently by the chef in the hotel I'm at. Don't know what, had it before elsewhere, suddenly find myself smoking more, drinking, other bad habits. Think its a cream of some sort but dont know what can cause that.

Anyone remember or know "the game"? Known to ruin lives and cause mental health problems.

@In the weeds hope you're doing ok

I should, there is so much going on and I seem to be alone dealing with it. Any information seems like a good idea. Shouldn't say it in the open really, but hey, even someone being abusive here is knowledge I need.

Bothers me more that they can affect others on here.

There are new people that post on here, that are there to bully, abuse and more. Parts of my life being rephrased, remade with abusive opinions, bad attitudes that others have tried to make me accept or make out I have. Some words and phrases taken verbatim... doesn't mean its me or how I think...

He's very lucky to have a mouse like you

I often feel desire, the question is often more along the lines of, is it valid, is it allowed, is it returned. Same as many i think. Sometimes have to trust the answer is yes to all of them in normal situations. A minefield trying to phrase right. Or flip the questions, why wouldn't it be...

Easier said than done sometimes. Was it? Not all coincidences are coincidences, not all psychosis symptoms are psychosis. No I dont think they refer to me, a couple may in relation to my posts, some I refer to as I find them helpful or informative.

Its all human... my post on here can be.... to see another post referring to similar shortly after. I get it, didn't like it, but I understand it, something for me to work on. Be nice if it was just me, some people in my life have problems they hide well, some others choose to ignore. Easier...

Looking through a window into someone's life doesn't mean we really know them or what they're dealing with. Realise we just get glimpses on here that paint a picture, so much more to people than we can ever know.

Referring to a couple of very specific things

Do know how that sounds. Be nice if I was completely and utterly wrong. Trying to connect dots. Some connect well, some not. People complaining of having a ghost when actual physical things happen and have happened for 20 years, possessions, items moved, changed, altered. Don't believe in...

So... found out things happened before I came across certain people and certain events. Family harassed and attacked in my childhood and before. Family stalked, assualted, harassed before I was ever accused of anything. I was assualted before i ever did anything to anyone and did not do what I...

@Friday You gave advice to someone else here and I applied it to a situation in my life. Wanted to say thank you. Thank you!

I think positive can be anything really as long as its not harming you in some way, allow yourself to do nothing, its OK and positive if that's how you feel.

I was not going to post anymore, it occurred to me however that sometimes motivating yourself to do anything for yourself is the hardest thing. Can you do something positive for yourself but for or with someone else?

What a small would you be @Torch

I was going to ask what tools you have but that's like askibg what's under your sink I dont remember who posted it but have been reading about ACT mindfulness Articles & Papers | ACT Mindfully. Not entirely new to me, lots of good information. Something different to the normal that may help?