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I have been sexually abused by multiple perpetrators for many years. I had an abuser A, who molested and sexually abused me from 2019-2020--she stimulated my genital, the feeling was very new to me, I felt very confused and very traumatized by it afterwards. I never have touched my genital for...

I have been seeing my psychiatrist in 2017, I was seeing him with my head looking down completely, I never looked at his face during the entire session with him. I was in deep depression, because of my chronic trauma and abuse history. There was another time a psychiatric nurse came to my home...

It is hard to speak about this, but.... I have seen many psychologists and psychiatrists in the past, there were some good and some bad--those that were bad have sexually abused me during therapy sessions. There were two psychologists and a psychiatrist who had molested me. Psychologist A was...

I have been sexually abused from birth until age 18. I was raped on a daily basis underground by multiple perpetrators. I have been splitting myself into fragments exponentially, because of the repetitive severe abuse. I had amnesia for 2 decades and then I started to know my DID alters...

I have been professionally diagnosed with complex PTSD, I have what my psychiatrist called--pseudo hallucination, which is voluntary, a safe hiding place for me. I would hallucinate on a daily basis to my safe hiding place by merging the physical realm to my safe realm. I would find myself...

I have set my alarm to wake up at 1pm, but most times I couldn't wake up and often sleep until 3-4pm. I am wondering whether it's my depression that is causing myself to wake up so late. I want to wake up at 7am, but I couldn't most times. I am on medication escitalopram and olanzapine. Any help...

I went to therapy and had a warm psychologist. She would address me “sweetheart” all the time. She once gave me a gift, a small stone with fragmented pattern on it. It was put into a small bag. She told me to hold it when I feel bad, it is like holding all of my fragments into one. It is a...

I have DID. My systems were deliberately created by my abusers. They knew the working of DID. I was tormented in the underground for many years, being mind controlled and programmed. I had a lot of out of body experiences. I was splitting myself into polyfragments until I had no pain. I was...

I was adopted and have been raped daily for many years. I’m feeling depressed, so much that I couldn’t concentrate on complicated things. I’ve been sleeping like the whole day, waking up in the afternoon. I’m relying on 20mg Escitalopram antidepressant. I always self harmed but realised I have...

Hi I am new here. To introduce myself, I have been sexually abused from age 1-18, had been bullied at school from primary, secondary to university every year and I also have been through extreme ritual abuse. I had been hospitalised for 7 times, 3 times was ICU and had 4 suicide attempts...