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Tis is helpful. Can I ask if this second time around is from the same problem or is it from something else?

Is there anyone that is at a point of close “recovery” in which they no longer have breakdowns or freak out about things? If so, how did you overcome those challenges? Mine is being emotionally mature. I cannot do it anymore. I know it all started with the emotional abuse to me, but I can’t get...

Everything I did in life backfired on me! I fu*cked up! My life is not on the right path, I am tired, I have no friend, no excitement. I can’t do anything unless I am with someone else. And all I keep doing is thinking abut shit. All or nothing. Black and white. Nothing will ever be normal...

Too much, too little. Never able to get ahead in life. Cognitive distortions, no. I’m the one in therapy. I’m the one that can’t change. It’s me.

Who can really help me? I can’t even help myself or listen to anyone. All of the circumstances messed up my life. And it just keeps getting worse.

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I will always be angry! I will always be pissed! I lost! I lost! I hate my life! Nothing is getting better! I’m still the same person just with PTSD! I will never change! I will always be single, ugly, fat, b*tchy, living at my parent. I feel like such a loser! Everyone talks me out of ideas...

I feel the same way. I loved my ex with all my heart and he effed me over ROYALLY and now I am so screwed. I will always be living a lie of a life that is catered towards other people’s wants and desires. I will never accomplish anything except for maybe small things. I need someone to tell me...

People. All because I was screwed over by my ex and after he tackled me, I started talking to psychics which messed me up even more. I feel so stupid, but that was the worst choice I could have ever made. And now I keep making even worse ones.

Random thoughts- I just wish I had a normal life!!!!! Then, I just pretend things will be ok even though I don’t know that. I try to better myself one way, and the world just tells me NO!!! I feel like constant rejection and giving up. Life is nothing like I thought it would be and I already...

I am in therapy. The hard thing is when you don’t know who you are anymore. I don’t think I will ever know. And that gives me serious anxiety.

When your whole life is so effed up and you can’t get back all the good things you had. ?

I totally get it! My life went down the drain and I wake up that way every day! Every morning I wake up in a panic and puke because my life has gone down the drain so much!

Thank you, but I’m really not a fighter. I am just sad and lonely. All because I didn’t listen to my ex husband. I’m so tired all the time. Afraid to mess up again, even though he hurt me first. It didn’t matter to anyone. And I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Everything is going...

I am so confused! How do you love yourself and see good in yourself when no one else does? I am sad, lonely, and feel hopeless because no one can help me make friends. No one can help me find love. Even though I was treated like crap, lied to and screwed over in bad ways, I miss the feeling of...

Verbal insults and mind games are exactly what my ex did to me. And it really, really messed me up. Not to mention when I called the police because he pulled a gun on me after he attacked me and I defended myself, and he LIED about it. They believed him. I got into so much trouble for it. When...

I feel the same way. I was manipulated and told things that weren’t true. My whole life is ruined because of it. I literally don’t know who I am anymore because of it. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same. And every therapist has a different opinion on things. It is so confusing.

I have a good job, I am just not happy there anymore. Which sucks because it is a good company. I try so hard for things and feel like I am just used. Everything has changed so much. I am looking into a few other things, but not sure how those will pan out. With everything that happened, I...

Unfortunately, I can’t appeal it. ? And I cant stop freaking out about it. It’s awful. I literally broke down to nothing and I am afraid to do anything. The worst thing is the emotions. The anxiety and the freaking out.

Circumstances just keep getting worse. I had the perfect life until I was screwed over. I was told, by him, years later that it was because he was being vindictive. Now I have a criminal record that I can’t get rid of. I am so freaked out. I hate the way I feel, and I cannot handle stress...

Hi Billy, I understand where you are coming from. I caught my ex husband cheating by showing up at the home I was paying for, and he attacked me. I defended myself, but as soon as he tackled me, I lost it trying to get him off of me. He pulled a gun on me, and denied it to the police. It was...

All of this completely resonates with me. I saw bad people before, but never ever experienced the evil until after my abuser attacked me. It confused me so bad that it ruined my life. The thing that sucks the most is I think I will be like this forever.

I am the SHE that was arrested. My ex pulled a gun on me, I called the cops, and I was arrested. He even told me later that it was because he had a “connection” at the police station. The person he told me about didn’t exist. He told the police that he never pulled the gun out. I knew him for 7...

I can totally relate to trust issues, but because of a different reason. It is awful. Completely awful. This PTSD thing is awful. My experience has completely changed my life. And my ex was good at throwing things back in my face. Really good at it. And it messed with me so much. I just pray...

Yes. All sorts of antidepressants, anxiety meds, lamictal, even ketamine. I just can’t believe this all happened. My life has totally changed and I can’t fix it. I had so many hopes and dreams and they all just went down the drain .