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Apologies. I have always had this old soul way of expressing myself. Lol, I am either jibber jabbering goof ball bubblies, he of few words, or wispering deep, deep down. Thank you for sharing!

In case you did not know something very important about me: I am a survivor; I never give up no matter how deep the wound or despairing the pain. I not only pick my broken self up; I lend a helping hand to others that have fallen down. I never quit a job unless I was promoted or career...

Yes, I will go to hell and back for those I love; but, I will flame on if they try to drag me.down and burry me with ill intent!

Hell I never met my match when I flame on. I am scared of me there. My fire belongs to me. Time for me to chill down and sliw my flow. Let love rule one heart beat at a time. Till the light within calms the storm!

Yes, I am so happy to hear that you are ready to work it out. Love is the greatest blessing. I am very fortunate to have found a very gifted trauma councelor. If at first you don't succeed; try and try again. You are worth all the heart smile in regard to love and happiness. Life may give...

Hello. Thank you for being brave and protecting you. You were hurt very deep and it hurts my soul that you had ti carry that burden within you as I did. I wish I could have protected you and all of us that were hury like this. I am so glad that you are saying hell no and reaching out for...

Hello I am new here as well and have found this site to be very supportive and diverse. I am glad that you are here and hope that you will find this site as resourceful and supportive as I have. Our experiences in life are unique and effect us all on different levels. Welcome and best wishes!

I am so glad that you have your cats with you. They need, your love and they bless you in their world. Focus on their love and allow them to soothe you as well. You are on the right path beautiful one and you are loved beyound measure. Your soul needs to ache for a moment and it hurts like...

My story began in the darkness of humanity. Sorrow consumed me and hardend my persona. Fear controlled me and enshrouded my heart. Madness shattered my mind and divided my soul i to bits and peaces. Yet, love saved me and calmed the storm. I am very greatful for the beautiful ones in my...

Yes I could not agree more. The darkness is no stranger to my soul; but, my spirit is the keeper of the flame. Shine on brother!

I was always a defender of the faith and protected those that need my help; but, I lost myself in the undertow of despair. Yes, it was impossible for me to trust in the light. To many stones within my soul. My sorrows consumed me and I set my life on fire. Me first; I broke me down black and...

Brother your words tell me true that have always stuggled to stand proper in this world. I love you for that. We must go on, we must carry on; regardless, of the storm!

Come on in with the turning tide; don't worry about the worning signs... I am tired of waiting for time; I am tired of walking this line... Bend your light down and listen to my song; bend your love down and help me along... I'm done with this life and the ticking of clocks; I'm done with this...

The greater the light the darker the storm. Try to kill it all away and I remember everything. Everyone I know goes away. Standing here all alone with stains of time and I will disapear! Everyone I know goes away in the end!

I am so afraid of that dark place after all these years. I never spoke of it, I just ran away from the nightmare and would not let anyone in. I do not like the person I became to cover up and hide the terror. Eventualy I had to face that part of me and love myself back into the light...

I moved far away.from the.remnants of my family and haunting memories of my childhood. I was 18. I did found a sooting connection with nature in new home and allowed time to mend some of my deeper sorrows. I have only been back home twice in all theses years. I am finaly at a point where I...

Best wishes. The dust has vever selted for.me in regard to the moving on. I k ow far to well the.stress and difficulties rendered from the transistion of change. Stay grounded and keep your eye within to settle yourself. You got this. Positive thoughts and good will to you!

You are true warrior brother. You were strong enough to turn the dark days back to light. 36 years of marriage attests to that fact. Let your love rule and help her to feel safe, respected, appreciated and loved! Shine on Brother. God bless the good ones!

I can relate with your experience and understand the.anxiety related to finding the best medication regime that works best. I cherish the moments when my mind connects correctly and I can feel like myself and not be affraid of me slipping away. It is very important that you receive quality...

I blocked out childhood sexual abuse for 35 years before I started to feel the cycle of shame and humuliation erode on myself worth again. It is terrifying to ha e broken peaces of your soul resorface like that. You have cycled through simular pain Brother and have pribably experienced moments...

I so very appreciate your post Emj. Your words helped me to reconnect with a part of me that I lost along the way "hope for stability" I to have lived with the burden of complex PTS and DID. Regardless I am proud of the person I was able to peace bake together and so very greatful for those...

This is the sound of silence and it is the only sound within my soul. These words stand still beneath my sorrow!

Thank you beautiful one!

I Forgive You, Please Stay I had to face her blood demons down and hold her close to my light within. I swam across time and dove through the undertow. She is with me now and all you blood demons can kiss my feet!

Hell yeah I took the night down and ran all the tables. I rode the nightmare to the ground and put on the hearts smiles in the light of day for you. A simple thank you would be right as rain!