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Yeah, I'm looking into moving out somehow, yet I'm still on disability and unable to work at the moment. I might take up an art class since it seems to be helping me. I got upset and angry because nobody in my family was supporting me and inside I was bottling my emotions in for so long since it...

Nobody seems to respond to this.... :( Can I get support here. I'm deeply depressed and keep crying. My anniversary is coming up.

I'm exploding inside and I don't get that much support from my family. I was raped last July and the anniversary is coming up soon. My house is becoming full, my niece is here and my step sister is coming here soon. I'm feeling anxious and I can't seem to relax. I'm filled up anger and I have no...

I tend to have a lot of scary nightmares, involving something happening inside my house. Demons, anything scary or lights busting or being followed or dolls floating. This isn't even related to my abuse at all. It's just scary nightmares and now I'm okay sleeping through them, yet I always seem...

When you cry out of the blue and you have no idea why, than you realize it's cause you're in deep pain and this is the way of releasing it. I was once sitting on the chair and memories came to me and I burst into tears out of the blue. Right before that, I was fine and watching TV. The minute...

I'm sorry you're feeling so horrible, I can relate to how you feel. My depression is a pressure feeling all around me. I feel like I'm drowning, though I know I'm not. I keep trying to get air yet, I can never get enough, I feel like I'm in depths of the ocean fighting to fight to get to the...

I've been feeling numb lately and now all I do is cry. I've been avoiding Facebook a lot more cause a lot of people I thought were my friend, are not. I'm finding out who my true friend is and who's not. Not to long ago I cried really hard. Not cause one of my friends who I realized was my true...

At the moment I feel a strain with my family, as if something is missing. I'm trying to work on my healing now which is a good thing. I'm not in a relationship with anyone, cause I know my health should always come first. However when it comes to my family, I just feel as if something is...

After getting out of an domestic relationship, it's hard to trust anyone or take their word. I know a lot of my friends can't be here for me and I totally understand if their busy or something comes up. A few times in the past I was promised something and something came up I guess. In the end I...

I've been in therapy and talking to her about my feelings and what I'm feeling as of lately. It's helping. I'm scared though, deeply scared of everything it seems like. I wish I could move on after being sexually assaulted but I continue to have these symptoms. Shaking, panic attacks, mistrust...

Not many people get it or understand PTSD. Only a few who has it themselves truly understand. So many people seem to tell me to get over it. It's that simple for me. I'm working on my self healing with my therapist however and it's really helping. I'm going to see my T soon and I'll discuss more...

I don't chose to tell everyone my life issues, I only tell people who I trusted and who I considered to be my friends. In the end none of them were there for me, a lot of people dropped me as friends and I'm afraid to tell more people who come into my life because I fear they'll do the same. I...

Music is amazing.

I suffer with PTSD and the symptoms started when I left my abuser on November 2017. I've had PTSD always but I believe since I left him, they started up again somehow and now that I'm more aware of the symptoms I can sort of figure out on how I try to deal with them better. Before I wasn't aware...

I'm 35 years old. Why? I'm looking for real love, than flings or one night stands. People look at me like I'm weird.

I'm heartbroken inside. It seems like when guys like me, they only like me for my looks and that's it. I want to get to know the person and make sure their worth the effort. However most guys only want sex and I feel like I'm forever doomed looked at like an sex object. I was rape, sexually...

I usually end up shaking as I'm sleeping cause I'm afraid it'll happen to me again. So my sleep varies from time to time. Tea usually helps me.

My ex was my rapist and he often would use me as a sex object and touch me inappropriate. Once he bit me on my arm and said to me, "Only I can do that. I can do whatever I want." Anytime I tried to say anything or do anything he would punish me with silence or disappear on me or tell me that he...

I suffer from PTSD and I feel so emotionally numb. I feel as if something is wrong with me. Why can't I feel anything? I'll laugh and talk but deep down I don't honestly feel anything at all. All I feel is numbness. Like a big black whole that I fell into and I can't get out. This is a feeling...

I'm not expecting people to take me by my hand and walk with me through every moment of the day to make sure I'm okay. Just wish I had some people in my life who knew what it was like to be in a domestic violence relationship and how I felt when I was with him. I loved him and he was my first...

I feel so lost and sad. Mainly because of the abuse by my ex boyfriend. Come to find out he was a Narcissistic guy and was lying to me for years. Been away from him since November 8, 2017. I remember hugging and kissing him goodbye, even when he treated me bad. I have no idea why I still wanted...

I've did a lot for myself over the past week and I stopped using Facebook so much. A lot of people keep telling me to move on and I left my abuser 5 weeks ago. I didn't engage with any of them and logged off of Facebook. I just want to do something for myself for once and try to focus on my...

Thank you for all you're comments and responses to my thread. I just wanted to ask because I hope I'm not going off the deep end here. I have a really hard time trusting people and taking people's word for that matter because my Abuser used to lie to me so much that now I have a hard time...

French Toast with Hazelnut Coffee. I'm keeping a minimum on how much coffee I drink which is good. :)

I finally told my mother how I was raped and what my abuser said to me when I confronted him. She didn't really react to it and didn't know what to say but I think she's deeply saddened by it since she's a victim herself when she was a child. My mother honestly doesn't know what to say and I...