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I don’t like talking about it because ppls first reaction is he must be a sicko. Not knowing I have suffered my whole Christian life under what I believe was Satan ultimately. He tried to destroy my witness. I was so on fire for God. So looking forward to winning souls for Christ. But after...

When I had the obsessions I asked what was going on with me. My fear was Satan was tempting me before I found out that I was having obsessive thoughts. Their response was tell satan to get out of your life. I’ve been there since that and they always welcomed me. I think that they are short...

I overthink a lot. It’s apart of my anxiety. I’ve always been a worry wart. I hope they just didn’t have the means for it. I really like this church. Their down to earth and don’t shame you for not being perfect like a lot of other churches do. I know this guy who said I was wrong about my...

Their thirty minutes away. Can’t walk. Tried to call. Guess I’m going to find a new church.

I needed to call them for a ride. I called them Wednesday to set up a ride but no call back. Unfortunately I don’t feel comfortable at any other church. This is depressing. When I decide to want to go I can’t go. I understand that Christians are the only ppl who kill their own ppl. Idk what...

Going to church for the first time in awhile. God you put a new song for me to sing!

why is being a Christian so hard? Why does it take everything I have to survive in this world. My ppl are being slaughtered by the hundreds. I feel God like He’s right next to me, but I have an enemy who’s determined to make my life a living hell. I just wished I could go back to my drug...

Revelations 1:14 His head and his hair were white like wool, as white as snow. And his eyes were like flames of fire.

I want to tell you if you’re a follower of Christ please beware of wolves in sheeps clothing, who are stumbling blocks and prevent this from growing. When I first came to Christ in 06 I had the most profound joy and peace. I was invited to a church. I was like ok the Lord is wanting me to go...

Good. Just doing things correctly

I believe in My God that He does work in ppl. There will always be ppl trying to block Gods work. Eveharrington. I believe in my God. I asked Him for ten years to restore my joy. He’s doing just that. I know you are my friend. I understand where you are coming from.

No I don’t have any charges or anything. It’s just that the event left a mark a gash so deep that I rely on God now. I’m thankful it all happened because it opened my eyes to the truth. God is working so much in me that He’s restoring Hus divine plan for my life. It was a injustice what I...

It was numbing the conscience even tho it wouldn’t work now since God is working profoundly on me. I thought the anxiety was a symptom but rather the Holy Ghost trying to get my attention

I know but I feel they could of just help a person that didn’t even know how to use the phone to get out of there. By taking my meds correctly I feel I’m healing. I have no desire to be put on a benzo. Even tho I have anxiety I can’t feel the Holy Ghost when I’m on that crap. I would rather...

Yes but I needed supervision 24/7 not lock up in a jail cell and let me go through all I did. I forgive them tho!

It was in 05. I almost died of an xtc OD. I went to jail and they just shot me up with some sedative and I remember waking up in detox. I get out but I was totally nuts after this. I’m in a different county and I felt like I wanted to see me ex even tho I was in no shape to. I start to freak...

when I had the near death encounter I was also in jail. Not once did the jail show compassion on me. They should of taken me to the hospital to at least recover. I see now why I suffer from so much anxiety. Please pray for me folks. My anxiety is so tough.

No I was locked in jail and didn’t even know how to use the phone. I think I was depressed but I was so hardheaded that my dads abuse didn’t effect me like PTSD.

Just listen to the docs. Therapy. I’m doing this for me. I can’t function anymore so I have to work at getting better. I smiled weed at twelve. To eighteen than I turned to meth XTC or anything that could get me high. I will get better but I have to work at it. I won’t go against the docs...

Doing drugs everyday without stopping. I was on everything but H. I was losing my ex. I thought I had given her HIV. I was delusional because I had tripped mushrooms and I went downhill from there.

I was delusional and thought after I got out of jail that I was in a dawn of the dead movie. I didn’t want to get ate up so I overdosed on XTC. After that I was in jail and I was freaking out so bad that they had to shoot me up with a jet injection of Ativan. I remember feeling like I was...

We have never really known what the trigger was for all my symptoms. But fearing I’m at Gods judgment and things of that nature have maybe me realize that when I almost died of a drug overdose and the fear that gripped me during those moments are apart of PTSD. Even tho we have always known it...

I’m just going to shut up because their are some telling me I’m wrong for repentance and then some telling me to stops my meds. All of you have hurt me today.

There’s a difference between abusing gabapentin and feeling guilty that you keep lying to doctors and just following their orders. That’s all I’m saying.

No but I do plan to move to Virginia to marry a very special lady. From there I will run from drug sources and do everything I can to not relapse.