I can’t believe when i had the near death encounter i was also in jail

[sonicwhite]

when I had the near death encounter I was also in jail. Not once did the jail show compassion on me.

They should of taken me to the hospital to at least recover.

I see now why I suffer from so much anxiety. Please pray for me folks. My anxiety is so tough.

 

[Gs172003]

when I had the near death encounter I was also in jail. Not once did the jail show compassion on me....

When was this?

 

[sonicwhite]

It was in 05. I almost died of an xtc OD. I went to jail and they just shot me up with some sedative and I remember waking up in detox. I get out but I was totally nuts after this.

I’m in a different county and I felt like I wanted to see me ex even tho I was in no shape to.

I start to freak out and I go to jail again but in Cleveland county. I get out then I’m completely out of it by this point.

I go back to jail after I thought I was in a zombie movie and break a persons window so they could help me kill zombies.

I’m back in jail but this time I see Christ.

The jail never showed compassion on me. For about two months I was in jail. My skin was a tint green. My organs were failing. I was in the icu of the jail but I needed to be in the hospital.

I saw so many miracles that indicated that God is real. I started to come out of it after about five months after I was in jail. I lost my ex. I was totally broken.

I can understand why I would turn to God rather than anyone else. The Lord has assured me that He will vindicate me. I pray that those ppl come to the cross of Salvation.

So they can obtain a victory also.

I can understand why I feel so traumatized now.

 

[Gs172003]

It was in 05. I almost died of an xtc OD. I went to jail and they just shot me up with some sedative...

Icu of the jail IS a hospital isn't it?

 

[sonicwhite]

Yes but I needed supervision 24/7 not lock up in a jail cell and let me go through all I did.

I forgive them tho!

 

[Gs172003]

You're going to get mad at me but.....

They didn't get you thrown in jail. You did.

 

[sonicwhite]

I know but I feel they could of just help a person that didn’t even know how to use the phone to get out of there.

By taking my meds correctly I feel I’m healing. I have no desire to be put on a benzo.

Even tho I have anxiety I can’t feel the Holy Ghost when I’m on that crap. I would rather work at my healing then numb it.

 

[Gs172003]

I know but I feel they could of just help a person that didn’t even know how to use the phone to g...

Meds can't stop the holy spirit. It wouldn't matter what you are on. If that's what you are truly feeling no meds on this planet can stop it.

 

[sonicwhite]

It was numbing the conscience even tho it wouldn’t work now since God is working profoundly on me.

I thought the anxiety was a symptom but rather the Holy Ghost trying to get my attention

 

[joeylittle]

I’m back in jail but this time I see Christ.

Are you in jail right now?

 

[sonicwhite]

No I don’t have any charges or anything. It’s just that the event left a mark a gash so deep that I rely on God now.

I’m thankful it all happened because it opened my eyes to the truth.

God is working so much in me that He’s restoring Hus divine plan for my life.

It was a injustice what I endured. It’s by Gods saving hand that I’m ok. That God never forsook me. He is always faithful and shows up at the right time.

 

[EveHarrington]

....why not learn to rely on yourself?

If you’ve been relying on god, hasn’t he failed you seeing as how you have a substance abuse problem?

(I’m not anti god, I just don’t think he’s all controlling in the sense that you do.)