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I am extremely grateful for how things have turned out. I feel like I need to keep saying this because my insane ex wanted me to suffer, lol. But also don't want to say I'm having an excellent time because my dad's family SHOULD feel the guilt they do for letting it play out this way for over 20...

Oh, I'm sorry, nothing new. Just really processing how my private space in that shitty house is the last bit I have left. I had to really settle to get that much and now I won't have it. Will be going to mental hospital, then shared spaces. I think with trauma and autism I'm having trouble...

It doesn't seem like I'll have anywhere private and safe to be

Thank you ❤️ I am very anxious today, to the point of being so afraid the future won't be good that I almost don't even want to try to keep going, and needed that. I am trying to take it day by day My friend I made this summer had to return to Vietnam today, and I miss her already. She will...

Welcome ❤️ you're not alone. I hope you find what you need. 🫂

It's THE trauma narrative, probably :( 🫂 The doctor was kind and gave me some hope. I almost wish they hadn't because I don't feel I can trust anything nor do I feel like I should strive for anything right now. Maybe I'll feel different later but. Yeah

It is shocking what I've had to go through. other people my age who went to the same school as me but had backgrounds my dad wasn't in have done amazing things. I feel so much grief for what my life is supposed to be And who was supposed to be in it. Even my mom's health would not have been...

This is the hospital I plan to stay in after I finish losing everything, so I guess it just feels more real here right now. Very upsetting I forgive my father of course because it's not worth my sanity and health being mad at him forever. But I am still shocked his abuse has caused all of...

Don't have to euthanize the bird thanks to the community finding someone to save her. Very thankful. But still very hard

Visiting the hospital (routine thing, am fine) and in tears because (a) I wanted to work as a doctor or something here and now it feels beyond impossible and (b) one of the medical assistants and nurses complimented my shirt, and I looked down at it to see what I was wearing and saw all the...

You're in a place with people with a lot of the same experiences. 🫂 So sorry you went through this. You're clearly a very brave person, having been able to step in to protect your brother as well as immediately find a way to get out. Whether you should tell your mum or not is too complicated...

Not zero Hoping this is all this a blessing

It feels like all my animals are going to recover from this, but that I don't have a future I'll get through this but there will be nothing else but stress and struggle forever

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Thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I see you around a lot too. I haven't been much for words in a few years now but I see you too. 🫂

So much grief

It was like this with Nestle the service dog before she passed. I knew it was the end. She was no longer able to perk up. I was exhausted. She needed hours of care every day and I was doing my best to get it done, but was overwhelmed. but she had done so, so much for me over the years, I knew I...

I have been soaking my bird's feet every night for months. I do it instead of making dinner with whatever food I do have. and instead of just going straight to bed. I don't have much food -- government provides $70/mo. about $2.30 a day. But I haven't been cooking anything for months. And...

I am okay, just retreated back into my shell a little. No major changes and just trying to take it day by day. Hugs for you all 🫂 thank you Came back just now to say I ate inside a fast food place and at the end I realized I had almost no one to go home to. And realized it will be even weirder...

Realtor is under the impression that my Grandpa is selling the house to cover his retirement home expenses. He almost had me move in with him but changed his mind and chose the retirement home. I'm told it might be 8k-13k a month -- he was a millionaire for years, before my dad ruined it for the...

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Going to get the last animals re-homed asap and then put my stuff in a storage unit and wait for my little brother to get out. And then I will be out permanently And will just go to the mental hospital from there Edit to add: no promises for what happens after that. Might stay with a monk if...

The realtor did not share the date or time with my bio dad about looking at the house, and was here so briefly (5 mins) that he would not have had time to get here. So he'll have to wait until I've vacated the house now to go through the things in abandoning Thanks all Very stressed because...

Very anxious

Cried at work a lot and am worried people saw it and are annoyed at me