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I think you guys are right. I think I’m sleeping into a psychotic break. I see orbs of light in my eyes. Everyday I wake up with anxiety. Anxiety that our bodies are not capable of handling. I’m fascinated with God. I’m reading up on psychosis and when I slipped into one in 2005 I was in...

I have to block this person out of my life. He continues to go on and on about how mental illness is demonic. When I say anti psychotic medication takes my voices away he then says just trust the Lord. Ppl Church is supposed to be there for the hurting. He has always said that maybe I wasn’t a...

my gf has been sexually assualted 600 times. I’m trying to understand. She was with her ex for five years. She would always say no but he continued to assault her. She doesn’t have nightmares but she is def traumatized by what she endured. I think there’s a beating wife syndrome. She was...

I needed to call them for a ride. I called them Wednesday to set up a ride but no call back. Unfortunately I don’t feel comfortable at any other church. This is depressing. When I decide to want to go I can’t go. I understand that Christians are the only ppl who kill their own ppl. Idk what...

why is being a Christian so hard? Why does it take everything I have to survive in this world. My ppl are being slaughtered by the hundreds. I feel God like He’s right next to me, but I have an enemy who’s determined to make my life a living hell. I just wished I could go back to my drug...

when I had the near death encounter I was also in jail. Not once did the jail show compassion on me. They should of taken me to the hospital to at least recover. I see now why I suffer from so much anxiety. Please pray for me folks. My anxiety is so tough.

We have never really known what the trigger was for all my symptoms. But fearing I’m at Gods judgment and things of that nature have maybe me realize that when I almost died of a drug overdose and the fear that gripped me during those moments are apart of PTSD. Even tho we have always known it...

Just a shout out and boast to Jesus for delivering me. I’ve been taking the gabapentin correctly and I have felt so much better. I don’t even get anxiety only in the morning. I just don’t have a desire to abuse it anymore. I was taught obedience through what I suffered.

Guys my folly is drug addiction. I stumble so much in this area. I wished I could control my urges. It’s always been something since 2010. If I didn’t have the massive test of anxiety I wouldn’t of fell away like Peter in the Gospel. But here I am today. Not addicted to benzos or anything...

Twoface has always been there for me. I will never forget waking up from the worst nightmare I had and her on my chest. She could pick up on I was being tormented by my nightmares. She’s slowly passing away right now. Please keep me in your prayers.

Guys I can’t function. My anxiety is beyond what humans are capable of handling. I fear I’ll never get the help I need. I have chronic anxiety that only is treated by a benzo. Not every doc will be on board giving me a benzo. I fear my life will always be reduced to this. Not even being able...

my other half lives in Virginia. I live in Oklahoma. I gave up on relationships in 2012 and never thought I would fall in love again. I met Christina on Christianforums and we just hit it off immediately. She’s a decent Christian which made me fall in love with her all the more. I have a...

Im going through poly drug withdrawal. It’s good to be able to talk with y’all. Stay ultra white in your fight with darkness.

For the last couple of weeks I’ve been having a good nights rest. My dreams are no where near the magnitude they where two months ago. I’m thankful because it shows that you can get rest without a benzo or something to help you. Is this pretty normal. I just started to think it was a attack by...

i weaned myself from one mg to point .25 three times day of klonopin. Yesterday was my full day of jumping and I really didn’t have any symptoms of discomfort. I was happy about the whole thing. Then I fall asleep around nine and wet the bed I noticed and was acting really strange. I seem to...

Take away my nightmares. Ever since I got back from TN I was stealing my second dads Norco making him suffer. It got to the point I felt so guilty that I was going to go into harder stuff and say f the workout of getting better. So I decided to see a sub doctor. I’ve had an opiate addiction...

What if my nightmares are a mixture of stress and medication. Gabapentin weaning klonopin Risperdal Remeron I think these meds combined can cause alot of unwanted nightmares. I'm just saying I was never traumatized by my dad. I just left when i was 17 and never looked back. I was a drug...

My nightmare theme is always this. PPl being chopped up... Speared some sort of nasty death of some sort. How can my dads physical abuse come out like that unless a very scary psychosis where i was stuck in jail and thought I was going to get my head cut off if I didn't receive the Mark of the...

Every month since I'm on SSDI i make it a goal to donate. But I keep forgetting. Next month I have to OWE someone 100$. So I guess the next month I'll be able to donate. This site is very important for me. Very good site that helps ppl with PTSD. Also why is it easier for someone with PTSD to...

I'm back in Oklahoma. I broke down and got my klonopin and decided the best treatment for me is to go back and have a compassionate doc wean me off. The last five months where sheer torture.

3/16/17 The day I quit klonopin. Three months have gone by and the first two in acute where sheer hell. But today I can say I feel like I'm healing. I have free floating anxiety that doesn't go away. I wake up nervous and anxed. Hot flashes and cold sweats. I was put on klonopin to help my OCD...

I'm tide up right no way but I do plan to donate next month. I'll be in inpatient for awhile. Thank you all for the genuine support.

My therapist says this is why I have PTSD. I was so hard headed as a kid that it took a good three years after I had left my dad to go through an even scarier psychotic episode. I think that's why my dreams are so violent. I was ran through jail with a catheter put in me and pulled out with...

Ok. So my doc is seNding me from 300 three times a day to 200 mg three times a day for a month. Than we will go down another hundred mg and from there jump off eventually. As most of you know I had to ct klonopin because the doctors knew I wasn't going to be able to wean off such a drug. I...

anyone ever try this. I order two bottles of it via Amazon and am waiting for it. I don't get klonopin anymore so I've been in a massive withdrawal for two months. I had to CT it because the docs didn't approve of weaning me off. I told them I had a drug history and they where like nope! So...