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I have been in a severe state of disregulation. I've attempted to work with a 12 step sponsor in my recovery. I tried... I have so many things that work against my recovery. There's PTSD, Borderline Personality Disorder, and Autism Spectrum. The way I process is not "normal" I'm in the...

This has been a rather rough road and it has been exhausting. I've recently been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I've been fighting a system not wanting to properly care for me. I mean, they're all very negligent. At the same time I almost feel guilty like I'm manipulating the...

I went no contact with my brother recently. I don't know why he had to be so cruel. I can engage in any conversations with him if I want to be healthy. Not if he wants to project onto me his crap. I'm thinking of Christmas dinner. I want to know what to do before Christmas. As a family we...

I was going to this clinic for migraine treatment. One of the last conversations I had with that clinic was that things with my employment was changing and that I would re-connect as soon as things settle with my new employer. Just as I passed my probation period and started with my medical...

It has been a while since I have posted anything. I've been busy with all kinds of medical appointments and grieving the loss of my sister. My sister was 53yo and my family took it pretty hard. I really miss her. Sometimes I get out my phone to send her a text but then realize I can't. Sometimes...

I think I am going to have to make sure I have my Lorazapam on hand the next time I have to be in any vehicle driven by others. My brother jolted us around in his truck and it was so triggering I ended up having a flashback so intense I was taken to hospital. Like I pleaded with my brother...

My PTSD comes from a work place accident. It also involves motor vehicle insurance because it involves a motor vehicle accident. My case worker has created nothing but barriers towards me receiving all the support I need. And I have spent the last couple of months reaching out for needed...

What I need is human connection. I am currently feeling like a ping pong ball being bounced around from place to place to place with no real help. I need to sit with a group of people face to face. I mean, I appreciate the space here but looking at a computer screen does not extend the human...

Hi there, I am new here and was wondering how active this Site?

It was recently my birthday and my twin brother didn't respond to the three messages I sent him wishing him a happy birthday. I did block him because he was reacting negatively to my expressed boundaries. I am having a hard time with this because I didn't want to cut off all communication with...

I will try and make this as short as possible. About a year ago I was involved in a near fatal motor vehicle accident. I now have a provisional diagnosis of PTSD. I have yet to receive an official diagnosis. I said I am a sufferer because my provisional diagnosis is pretty clear. I am about to...