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I would love to express myself through art. So far all I wanna do is be good at it, get it as perfect as I can. Even in my Calligraphy, something I would say is closer to good than anything else - I never know what to write. I never know how to flourish one word differently because it means...
Yeah that ain’t cold, but that’s from someone somewhere with brick houses.
I do love a good beanie and thermal jacket fit though, and there’s staff that come to work in fluffy bed socks in the winter! I am a lover of the cold though!
But yeah it was 23 Celsius where I am today, which is hot...
If anyone’s read my diary, you might already be familiar. But, I grew up around a group who taught me what I am. It was externally important and Godly in nature.
To cut it short, I learnt to because a robot to them. Punishment with pain so I’d learn not to feel it. Godly acts and sacrifices...
oh sorry I should’ve said this a little better. “Higher ups” refers to higher ranking parts of my system (I have DID) and because Master (head of group from trauma time) put them in a higher spot than me I have to listen to them or they’ll set certain “programs off”. Programs being feeling...
Higher ups have said I’m banned from doing calligraphy. It makes me so sad. I miss doing this so so much. Definitely something that needs working on pronto
okay. So, if I were to file, I’ll get an attorney. Although, I have a consultant psychiatrist who could maybe write me a letter, and I am currently in patient, so I’m not sure how the whole thing would pan out. Anyways, I hope they bring up the option rather than me trying to explain myself...
Stressing about the police. I am team ACAB anyway. This is never going to go away this is never going to go away this is forever it doesn’t matter when I throw I’m the towel I am always going to be haunted by this.
police can’t recover deleted WhatsApp messages. Thats a fact I’m pretty sure...