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    The Tarnished Badge

    Throwing the lifeguards phone it the pool! I LOVE it! I think you and I must have similar personalities. My students are obsessed with their phones. The funny thing is they try to be all sneaky about it. But, as I tell them, when the lights are dimmed so that we can use the projector and I...
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    Been dealing with increasingly severe pain these past few weeks, all stemming from a steroid injection in my back which, despite what the doctor said, obviously went awry. I'm hoping it will calm down eventually, but I don't know. It has been a month now. Dealing with PTSD and a Chronic Pain...
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    Do You Cry In Therapy?

    I would think that how much, if any, a person cries is highly dependent on their own personality. I wouldn't think that you could quantify how much is "enough" crying. I was a cop. I don't cry. Ever. I have a hard enough time verbally expressing emotions in therapy, much less crying! It...
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    Okay, so at my last therapist visit she mentioned something called "Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder" with me. She said based on what she has observed and from what I have told her, I am probably living with a touch of that too. Yay me! Hutch
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    Other Ptsd and ocpd

    LOL!
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    Other Ptsd and ocpd

    It does. Thank you. And congrats on the grades. I was a history major and psych just wasn't my thing. Wish I had payed more attention to it.
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    Other Ptsd and ocpd

    Friends, My therapist told me this week that after the conversations that we've had she thinks I also have "Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder". It is sort of like OCD, but not quite the same thing. I don't really know much about it other than what I have read on the internet. I was...
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    Friends, Pardon the long absence. I had a steroid shot in my back and week ago Monday and suffered some MAJOR complications from it. It was so bad that I could barely walk for a week. Naturally it was over Spring Break, so that is how I spent my vacation! That is actually a good thing since...
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    Geordie's Diary

    @Ms Spock I agree Ms. Spock. Geordie showed me some of the website that he was working on (in his spare time!) and it was VERY good. Geordie, you are a talented guy!
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    My College Classes Start Today

    I don't take a break, really. Maybe just a day or two. I spend the rest of the time planning out my lectures for the rest of the semester. (I change my classes up a little each semester and that is why I don't already have everything done.)
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    Haven't posted in a while. Been busy with work......which is good because it keeps my mind occupied. Anyway, for my 6th Anniversary I got a tattoo. (I already have one, so this is technically my second.) I am hoping that having it can help me fight both the PTSD demon and the Degenerative...
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    Sufferer Police Officer With Ptsd

    Welcome. I'm a now former police officer myself. Degenerative Disc Disease ended my career, but I have PTSD on top of it.
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    To Serve Them All Of My Days By The English Author R.f. Delderfield (novel That Includes Ptsd)!

    I know! It is an emotional roller coaster for sure. But I guess that is true to life. We all have our ups and downs, but the main character really has to deal with some heavy stuff! I just wish I could be as strong as he is.
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    One Small Step Forward, Where Will This Road Take Me?

    Maybe some good Karma will be in store for you then!
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    One Small Step Forward, Where Will This Road Take Me?

    Just take one step at a time. You'll make it up that hill.
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    My College Classes Start Today

    Hang in there, Ayesha. You can do it. And Spring Break is right around the corner!
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    Unable To Sleep Well

    I don't sleep very much at all. I am usually up every two hours. Sometimes it is because of nightmares and other times it is just a feeling of restlessness. I hear every little sound at night and regularly get up and check the house and make sure that there isn't something wrong.
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    The Tarnished Badge

    Last night I dreamed of car accidents. I must have seen every fatality accident that I worked in my career in my dreams. I woke up pale and sweating. I had a hard time catching my breath. Seeing the images flash over and over again in my head.........
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    A Mind Still At War

    Thank you for your service.
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    Not such a good day today. My wife is having a very stressful year at school (she is a teacher/coach) and it seems like every day there is something else that happened that she tells me about. I was already having a tough day and she called me while I was in between classes to tell me the...
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    Worst Jobs For Ptsd?

    I'm an adjunct history professor for 3 local community colleges now. It works pretty well with PTSD. I can more or less set my schedule for each semester as to what days of the week I want to teach. Plus, the schools all teach on a MW and TR schedule and so I get three day weekends. Plenty...
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    Okay. I met with my therapist again today. We had to get caught up on all the goings on since I last saw her several months back. She gave me some additional things to work on.......most related to relaxation techniques. But she said that she things I am doing fairly well. We do need to...
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    The Tarnished Badge

    Tomorrow I see my therapist again. First visit I've had since October. I really like her. I'll make a full report.......probably on Tuesday since I have to go in between classes and tomorrow is my late night.
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