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I just talked with my therapist yesterday and he told me it was just the tip of the iceberg of my experience.

This I know was a chain of events from my lifetime. Some could be considered traumatic. I've been wanting death since I was 12.

So what exactly do you think it could be? I mean my psychiatrist diagnosed me with PTSD, but then again she is diagnosis happy. I would love insight as to what could possibly be or what I could do.

Hello everyone, I was wondering if I am not alone, and if anyone experienced trauma from force psychiatric inpatient treatment. When I was 18 my friends found out that I was on the verge of suicide, so I tried to flee. As I ran my friend caught up and held onto me for life. I got out of her...

This makes alot more sense why I still orgasmed when my flashback about a nurse who violated me while cathed as a young child would appear while masterbating… I know Im straight

Hello everyone, Currently I feel like I'm in a different dimension, it feels like dreams except I'm awake and it is driving me insane. What are ways to come back? I also feel like some one is hunting me. Like I feel like someone is watching me. Could seroquil cause this? I'm going up on it now...

johnis I read your post and it makes me want to cry. You are a very courageous person to live through this. Based off of what I read, you are in this world to help people. All these preachers who say that believing in Christ is simple and that you will enjoy more. They are very wrong. Believing...

Currently I just want to die and go to the Lord for all of eternity. I don't think I'm depressed, in fact I feel very peaceful. I don't want to tell my doctor because I don't want to go back to the psychiatric hospital. I'm going down on seroquil. I just fantasize my funeral and how much I...

@stp2012 this exactly what I did!:woot: It's amazing what fictional protagonist can do in your mind. Using their battles as a symbol of fighting against the enemies as in anxiety. Btw I love Narnia, especially aslan;)

'hello everyone, i think i am tackling ptsd on my own. i have been fighting flashbacks on my own with some relapses, but honestly ive been much better these past months. it happend when i accepted jesus as my savior. what i would do is when i get bad flashbacks i would imagine him rescuing me...

I've been through something similar when I was six but my catheters went up my peehole. I had to have tests to see what was going on. Unfortunately these tests did more harm than good because I ended up with PTSD. But fortunately when I was fourteen and had bladder problems I put my foot down...

Hello everyone, Does anyone else feel fatigue after a vivid nightmares? Last night I had a disturbing dream and when I woke up I felt like I had 30 minutes of sleep when I got 7+ hours of sleep. Why does this happen

Latley I am having a PTSD episode with intense nightmares. I've had dreams about my trauma but other people doing it to me that are authority like my teachers doing it. I had a great relationship with them but after my nightmares I'm scared of them.... Also in my other nightmares I actually...

yep it was the main cause of PTSD. It got even worse when I would get bullied for my condition from kids and adults

Hello @mumfie welcome to the forum. As a child I has kidney reflux from age 6-8. I had to have several vcugs that always becomes horrific. I would have to have catheter inserted which it burns like hell. I would have to have 2-3 people hold me down because I would fight while screeming and...

Today one of my family friends were on WhatsApp with one of my worst bully that was a major contributor to my painful childhood. She would physically hurt me and isolate me from the group. No one reported her because she either threatened them or they were scared to tell the grown ups. Anyways I...

Hello welcome to the forum! Everyone here are great with advice and support when you have insufficient support outside of here, it sucks that it is making you quit your job. Did anyone/anything trigger your anxiety?

Hi and welcome to the forum. I read your post and I can relate to with avoiding work. If you are becoming very distressed tell your boss you are in a personal or family emergency if you want to keep the details private. As for the guy I would strongly suggest that you report it. If you feel...

Hello everyone, I really don't know what to do. I've been missing softball practice because my coach is a trigger. I've been missing some practice because I try to avoid her. I've ht dreams where she was involved in trauma. They are very intimate. It is effecting the being there. Nos I'm going...

Most likely you are correct about the invalidation part

@albatros I will look into that thread

what you are saying kind of makes sense i guess it is easier to blame to blame the nurses because I don't really know the nurses... Now that I think about it I think it is my mom who I am really angry at

Hello @Mit I read your response and it makes crawl my toes. I've also blamed myself for finding my experience traumatic. My mom said oh please your brother had a feeding tube in and he was in pain, more painful than yours. Also when I wrote a disturbing story about my experience and the counsler...

@Muse ya I do think it should be preformed under general Anastesia. It's not only the catheterization that is agonizing but also bladder distillation is hell. You feel like you really have to go but they still make you hold it till it hurts

Again I'm sorry if I've offended anyone I just wanted others prospective because I was unsure how I felt. that is why I started this thread because I was unsure about the way I felt about it I did not start this thread to offend or anger anyone. Again I am sorry if I offended anyone