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Yea, i found it out later. She changed entirely as a person. I was the best thing to happen to her and i was the love of her life then i became someone trying to control her and never liked her, it was two huge extreme’s and it happened quickly.

I had C-ptsd before, but a break up with a borderline is like a nightmare. Being gaslighted, finding out the person i knew was a mirror then being disgarded and treated like i killed someone. Affected my psyche pretty hard. I had no idea what it was, when i posted on here everyone said it didn’t...

it's been awhile since i posted and since then a lot has happened. here's a summary of events since. 1.She eventually cut me out of her life and said " she should of just killed herself and said she would leave me alone" when hours prior it was" she didn't know if or when we were going to see...

i think the hard part is, is how it went and ended. talking about marriage, taking her to work that day and getting into a dumb argument three months ago and talked about seeing a movie together the following week would be the last time i seen her or got a call. then it went to a break to a...

Yes, i’ve been seeing my threapist for 4 months now. I needed to walk away from the forum for a day after reading friday’s comment. Made me feel more not normal. It’s scary to me, because having someone i was so close to regardless of reason or how long ago. Tell me that if i approached them...

I've recently been diagnosed with developmental / PTSD , if you've read my posts you know i've been going through a break up. but I've been going feelings and thoughts i don't know if there normal. ever since i was young, i never felt i belonged and that everyone would eventually leave. with...

Usually they always think others are in the wrong.

Do people like that ever change or learn or just do it forever?

Yea, i try not to be kept around and ignore it just to get guilt or maybe i’ll just go away forever then or told 80 times how were not getting back together. And being explained how she doesint trust me and since she doesint she cant see me and if she cant see me then we need to be done. It’s...

i'm looking into how to block her. what she is doing is cruel. she's not in or out she's just emotionally being manipulative and awful. most people leave or stay they don't stay in center and want to keep you around but not really.

I’m ignoring her, she sends me texts that make me cry and fill me with anexity. She’s constantly threating to walk or leave Or guilt me with shes some evil bitch and maybe she should just leave if thats how i feel because i bring up how her cussing and threats and bringing up the past hurt me...

Yes, only texting for three months. She refuses to call or see me because she does not trust me and is not comfortable with that and says she can’t. Alot of the things she says are nonsenseical. She has PTSD and psychosis and she contradicts herself all the time. Like she saying things like, you...

Yea, i need to not reply to anything. She’s nice to everyone but me, she says i love you to them and is there for them just not me. She threatens to stop talking to me or to leave all the time almsot everyday. She calls me setting boundries as condescending or talking down to Her. She refuses...

I guess i have a issue with seeing the best in people hoping there still the good people i met or knew. Sometimes i’m afraid to close all doors in case maybe they learn or learn from there mistakes. I don’t hate her but i hate who she is now, i hate the i love and miss you and then i don’t know...

I’ll block her if she calls, but i doubt she will or ever try to see me again.

I blocked her it doesint stop calls though. But she refuses to call or vocally speak to me. So i’m not to worried she will call me, she hasint called or vocally talked since june.

i've blocked her on social media, i just only have the phone line open. every time i talk to her even just via text i just end up crying and her not caring.

yea, i told her i can't be friends. i can't go from planing a wedding and kids to friends. ontop of the fact she is not nice to me at all, she left me put me through hell and only cares if i don't reply. and i've asked her why she does int date someone else or talk to someone that she actually...

yea, i agree i started talking to her after 5 days thinking maybe she learned something from no contact but went right back to threatening to walk or leave and that she just wants to be friends even though the day prior she said she loved and missed me. said if we can't be friend's then we need...

I don't really get why she contacts me because i don't want to be friends and have said it 100 times and unless it's getting back together which i don't see how dating her would work. when i met her she was going to drop out and didn't really care. she just wanted to be with me and to finish...

Correct and not early more like mid.

when no one cared when my depression was at it's peak and sent everyone including her a text that i'm in a black place. please talk to me. no one was there and it's made me slowly isolate. thats why i'm surprised she texted me, didn't care when i could of not been here ever again but me maybe...

I guess,she says she’s tried to text me many times the past few days. I just think it’s funny that her and everyone else only cares now that i’m gone and MIA and gone into my own isolation. I got tired of caring and being told how disposable basically i am. No one cared when i was at my darkest.

Got a reply a hour ago asking , why i have not spoken to her. All i was, i listened to you and gave you what you wanted. If you make me a priority and how you used to treat maybe i’ll come back. I’ll let her wonder and enjoy the isolation and pushing she wanted so bad. If all she wants is a...

If she cares or loved me, she would contact me or make a effort to talk to me.