oh sorry I should’ve said this a little better. “Higher ups” refers to higher ranking parts of my system (I have DID) and because Master (head of group from trauma time) put them in a higher spot than me I have to listen to them or they’ll set certain “programs off”. Programs being feeling...
Higher ups have said I’m banned from doing calligraphy. It makes me so sad. I miss doing this so so much. Definitely something that needs working on pronto
okay. So, if I were to file, I’ll get an attorney. Although, I have a consultant psychiatrist who could maybe write me a letter, and I am currently in patient, so I’m not sure how the whole thing would pan out. Anyways, I hope they bring up the option rather than me trying to explain myself...
Stressing about the police. I am team ACAB anyway. This is never going to go away this is never going to go away this is forever it doesn’t matter when I throw I’m the towel I am always going to be haunted by this.
police can’t recover deleted WhatsApp messages. Thats a fact I’m pretty sure...
Anything Paramore - as I’m supposed to gone going to see them in a few weeks but as I’m wheelchair bound I might not be able to go.
Me and my stupid ficking brain (and body)
Thank you, this helps. But I struggle with the fact that people have to say they like it, because it’d be plain old rude not to. Thank you, though. Means a lot
You are ever so kind hearted, thank you. It’s nice to know doctors are discovering that trauma can really f*ck you up physically. From what I learnt from figuring out why I can’t walk, the brain is ever so powerful and really bites me in the ass when I go against its core beliefs.
I am safe I am currently still in hospital. Things have gotten really dark. Thank you for sharing your experience, it’s nice to not feel like a complete crazy person, to no feel completely alone.
I get quite similar than this. One I was standing on sand and I swear I could see every little...