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    Art therapy - share your work here

    oh sorry I should’ve said this a little better. “Higher ups” refers to higher ranking parts of my system (I have DID) and because Master (head of group from trauma time) put them in a higher spot than me I have to listen to them or they’ll set certain “programs off”. Programs being feeling...
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Oh wow it’s like they added so much gentleness to a grunge song that is truly beautiful. Thanks for showing me this ((:
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    Higher ups have said I’m banned from doing calligraphy. It makes me so sad. I miss doing this so so much. Definitely something that needs working on pronto
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    I’m trying
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    I’ll start with them, thank you
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    okay. So, if I were to file, I’ll get an attorney. Although, I have a consultant psychiatrist who could maybe write me a letter, and I am currently in patient, so I’m not sure how the whole thing would pan out. Anyways, I hope they bring up the option rather than me trying to explain myself...
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    what kind of things do they ask? What do you need evidence on? thanks for replying. (:
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    TripolI - Pinback
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    What Did You Eat And Drink Last?

    Had a pizza party, so pizza, and coffee. Feeling guilt about it
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    What Is On Your Mind Right This Second?

    Stressing about the police. I am team ACAB anyway. This is never going to go away this is never going to go away this is forever it doesn’t matter when I throw I’m the towel I am always going to be haunted by this. police can’t recover deleted WhatsApp messages. Thats a fact I’m pretty sure...
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    Why thank you!
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    It says “I fought the law and the law won”
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    What Song Are You Listening To Right Now?

    Anything Paramore - as I’m supposed to gone going to see them in a few weeks but as I’m wheelchair bound I might not be able to go. Me and my stupid ficking brain (and body)
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    Why thank you (:
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    Why thank you, I was trying to get the flourishes to look natural, think that gave it the 3D effect (:
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    Thank you, this helps. But I struggle with the fact that people have to say they like it, because it’d be plain old rude not to. Thank you, though. Means a lot
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    Art therapy - share your work here

    Dumping my calligraphy here. I don’t know if I’m just shit and I should quit, I mean I won’t quit because it’s fun but I want to be good
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    Photography Club

    Looks like a man sunbathing holding a pornstar martini (:
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    The physical side effects of ptsd…

    You are ever so kind hearted, thank you. It’s nice to know doctors are discovering that trauma can really f*ck you up physically. From what I learnt from figuring out why I can’t walk, the brain is ever so powerful and really bites me in the ass when I go against its core beliefs.
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    What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

    I am safe I am currently still in hospital. Things have gotten really dark. Thank you for sharing your experience, it’s nice to not feel like a complete crazy person, to no feel completely alone. I get quite similar than this. One I was standing on sand and I swear I could see every little...
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