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you did what you had to do to survive

I read a mind crushing fanfiction about Viktor where he's basically a slave that Jayce bought to save him. Viktor can't accept Jayce only taking care and working with him as an equal so one time Jayce woke up from a nightamare Viktor proposed him to have sex with him as payement for everthing...

(Viktor is a character from arcane) playing with Viktor can both heal me or shot me dead, it's a dangerous toy way too easy to play with. I keep hurting myself writing him and reading about him

I did what I had to do to survive

I hate having to deal with my life, my T doesn't know if I can ever work in my lifetime. I feel like a tourist

f*ck my life

Bad move being obssesed by Viktor then

So I'm triggered when seeing people physically hurted

Still obsessed by Viktor, I got in touch with one mom's friend I knew before whithout knowing why my father made me eat with her, prossessed things in therapy but still not enought to get a ride of Viktor. I ressent a lot arcane creators for being such tragedy seeker in their show and getting...

You go at your childhood home but can't go inside because it's not yours anymore. You only feel very bad being there like you never were happy there. You wishe you can enter because you never felt at home since you left this place.

You feel like your father is dying from cancer before your eyes in all the hard feelings. But your father died from said cancer 6 years ago.

So I completly projected my father in Viktor from arcane. Well, bad move

Ok i fell in love with a fictionnal character again 💜 This time it's Viktor from arcane. I'm at the first act of season 2 but know most of the show (if I didn't spoiled mysef I wouldn't understood a thing)

I'm watching arcane at the moment

It's my B day ^^

doing my best to forget which day we are to keep the pain not too bad

Snow

I have a very low emotionnal regulation. So any everyday thing can and will trigger me and in the time of one week I got by 3 to 7 hight emotionnal problems that I completly unable to deal with alone. My friends help a lot but never as good as my therapist and since I'm 24/7 dissociated I tend...

I have trouble since as long I can remember with this symptom. I keep go on place that trigger my own trauma. Even now I know I'm juste hurting myself by listening and reading about some topics, I just can stop doing it. Why is this so difficult to not traumatize myself again and again ? I...

reality hits hard, that's why I was enjoying disociassion

I miss being happy

Have a cat right now. Feeling so sad to be to sick right now

I really don't like numeric books I have other means to get free books don't worry Thanks

My favorite thing : free books 💜

f*ck f*ck f*ck