Thank goodness it was busy at work today and two people with sore backs because it kept my mind off ,of what today is.
I didn't take any pain pills after lunch, but boy I felt when got home. Sat and did have some and couple drinks, then clean the pool. Then some dinner and some more pills .
But why is this date so inportent to to a werch like me. Because it was the nearly the last I was Killed /Died among the other times in my life. But those are for other posts, which I hate to do but I will have to. To come to terms with with my PTSD
The most recent time was11 years ago, they said I'd probely not be alive, not survive, amputation, let alone walk..
But here I am, I beat it again and was lucky again or just not my time. For any given phrase's, I"m still here thank goodness.That I might be the reason.
It"s quite simple don't let a tree fall on you when logging, with out others around you people, not trees. If so have a five ton crane.
Did my last cut,went around to inspect, heard the crack. The sound heard and never forgotten of falling tree, once heard always remembered by cutters.
There I layed while my head and body cleared of what had happened. Dam sunny morning to be like this. Stanley this is another fine me you've gotten us in too..
Time to stop the day has just started there, and the pain from that happens and now.
<Edited for readability by Amethist>
I didn't take any pain pills after lunch, but boy I felt when got home. Sat and did have some and couple drinks, then clean the pool. Then some dinner and some more pills .
But why is this date so inportent to to a werch like me. Because it was the nearly the last I was Killed /Died among the other times in my life. But those are for other posts, which I hate to do but I will have to. To come to terms with with my PTSD
The most recent time was11 years ago, they said I'd probely not be alive, not survive, amputation, let alone walk..
But here I am, I beat it again and was lucky again or just not my time. For any given phrase's, I"m still here thank goodness.That I might be the reason.
It"s quite simple don't let a tree fall on you when logging, with out others around you people, not trees. If so have a five ton crane.
Did my last cut,went around to inspect, heard the crack. The sound heard and never forgotten of falling tree, once heard always remembered by cutters.
There I layed while my head and body cleared of what had happened. Dam sunny morning to be like this. Stanley this is another fine me you've gotten us in too..
Time to stop the day has just started there, and the pain from that happens and now.
<Edited for readability by Amethist>
