She knows how to emotionally, physically and sexually seduce me shortly after (a day or 2 and even a few hours) we get into a huge fight over nothing. The fight escalates we separate and she or I draw us back together where we have wild crazy sex and rekindle the relationship. We both have been dating inbetween, she getting more serious in this dating than I. Well, she has decided to stay with a specific guy and I am totally and completely devastated. Where in lies my need for help. Thinking of her day and night, constantly. I even rated my thoughts 1 - 9 and in a week had over 800 ratings way too many at 9 being the highest intensity. I think about her sexually constantly. I need to find the strength to walk away from this TERRIBLE addiction this horribly addictive relationship but I can't. How do I put this behind me. Thanks for reading my problem.
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