At What Point Am I Just Too Broken?

[Chimera]

Never.
f*ck the abusers and the liars and deniers.
They've taken too much already and they'll get no more from me...

I'm not going down without a fight.

 

[theshadowoftheliving]

Thank you, everyone. I'm still struggling, but intermittently. The small child inside of me (I have no name for her except the sad one) wants to die and sometimes she surfaces in a really intense way. Last week after therapy was one of those times. When it happens I just feel so broken and everything seems pointless ...right now I feel really far from her and safe from myself. Gonna try to keep it this way ...