Sufferer Attempted Murder Victim And Confused

[intothelight]

@Martina Welcome! :)

The best thing about this forum is the members really do understand.

 

[The Albatross]

Welcome, very sorry to read what all you've been through... this is a solid group though.

 

[Martina]

Hello, welcome to the forum.

Yes, I think the best way we can help out is to ask us what you...

Thank you for the information. Though I have a true question. I lost my children to dcfs and I only have the chance to get my three month daughter back. I am scared that if I do an assessment and they see my emotional problems they will think I can't take care of my daughter. I am so scared. Losing my children is the number one reason why I have been getting more depressed cause I feel like I survived for no reason. And I know if I can at least get my daughter back I will know I have an awesome reason for surviving and it will help motivate me to move forward more. That right there is another reason I feel like I need help but have to wait until this case gets closed ND my daughter comes home for good. Cause I know everytime I go to therapy it will tear me apart talking about things. I know when I walk out I will have a beautiful little girl to go home to, that truly needs me. I am just scared I feel that no one understands me and they all think I am not normal. It drives me crazy and just makes me think over and over why am I here. Well I am going to lay down for now. I am just truthfully glad I have this sight. Thank you so much.

 

[Martina]

Oh, Martina, I am so sorry to hear what you've been through. Shame on your doctors not to help you f...

Thank you so much I am going to make a note I have a visit with my daughter Monday but I will be seeing if I can find some help Tuesday , thank you for all of your information. I truly appreciate it, and thank you for helping try to point me in the right direction. And also Congratulations for making as far as you have.

 

[The Black Phoenix]

Martina, I am sorry to hear about what's happen to you. I can assure you there are other people who can empathize with your situation, not because they've walked in your shoes, but because they've traveled similar roads. Sometimes when I tell people that I don't remember most of my trauma the typical response is that that must be "better" somehow, and that it doesn't really affect me. I don't remember the details but I still feel all the emotions related to what happened.

Take care and definitely get it touch with a psychiatric professional. A formal diagnosis will help them go forward with the right course of treatment; that's important because different disorders merit different approaches. Your experiences make PTSD sound likely in your case.