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@SheilaKathy that made me laugh for all the wrong reasons.:( :hug:
Well, get a load of this: last week and prior at work, well I can usually make them laugh with honesty, well because of decorations/ the elevator etc, people repeatedly got in to what was on your wish list to Santa? I said always only a horse.. and I'm still waiting... Except the last time I repeated it it didn't feel funny, more like what your first post contained
@Mal Content . :meh: Just the feelings a lifetime later. Or as Friday said, contrasting the difference, not just happiness but hope and such, how life bleeds it out.
So I go tonight to church, had to come late, - see a golden poinsettia (that's a 1st), end up standing (yay), back against the wall (double yay), move to the corner because some man keeps telling me to sit on the table, that I have long legs (?). Anyway, I put my purse and stuff on the floor, go in it a few times; the lights are on, then off, then on, then off again at the end. They come on- and no BS- there is a hand-sized (golden) stuffed horse at my feet :wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed::wideeyed: . I took it, in case it was a delusion or hallucination (!) ,(and for other reasons :sneaky::p), but nope, it's sitting here on my bed this very moment. :wideeyed: And it has an orange star on it and 2 blue curly-cues. :inlove::wideeyed:
Go figure! :wideeyed:
