ohhh that just explained something for me!
I used to try and try to quit smoking (before I accepted my ptsd and the last diagnosis) and would just beat the crap out of myself for being unable to do it. I would just be a nut case without them. My running joke is that I smoke to reduce homicidal tendencies. I get so bad that I have also had others buy me smokes and beg me to start again! I could never understand why it was so much worse for me than others who attempted to quit. Once I made it all the way to two months.. I was just as nuts at two months as I was at one day. I knew it was my mind.. but I never put the PTSD into the equation..
Thanks Anthony.. that gives me some hope that once I heal I may be able to give it another shot...
bec
I used to try and try to quit smoking (before I accepted my ptsd and the last diagnosis) and would just beat the crap out of myself for being unable to do it. I would just be a nut case without them. My running joke is that I smoke to reduce homicidal tendencies. I get so bad that I have also had others buy me smokes and beg me to start again! I could never understand why it was so much worse for me than others who attempted to quit. Once I made it all the way to two months.. I was just as nuts at two months as I was at one day. I knew it was my mind.. but I never put the PTSD into the equation..
Thanks Anthony.. that gives me some hope that once I heal I may be able to give it another shot...
bec