I have an early flight home tomorrow and can't fall asleep. I'm lying in this hotel room alone.
I know how upset he is over the loss of his pet but I'm leaving tomorrow. Just breaking down and I can't put it into words. I don't know what I'm trying to say, I just can't stop crying. Didn't spend any real time with him. I don't know how to talk to him or if he'll even talk to me after. It's like a dull knife to my chest.
I keep saying I'm ok but I'm not ok. I can't tell him how much this hurts cause it'll freak him out more. But how can I say goodbye like it's no big deal?
I know how upset he is over the loss of his pet but I'm leaving tomorrow. Just breaking down and I can't put it into words. I don't know what I'm trying to say, I just can't stop crying. Didn't spend any real time with him. I don't know how to talk to him or if he'll even talk to me after. It's like a dull knife to my chest.
I keep saying I'm ok but I'm not ok. I can't tell him how much this hurts cause it'll freak him out more. But how can I say goodbye like it's no big deal?