I cannot afford massage on a regular basis either and have never had it done professionally, but it might be something I decide to treat myself to in the future.
LH,
If you can ever afford it, it is absolutely AWESOME!! I was lucky, and a friend of my son's was in school learning to be a massage therapist. They have to complete a certain amount of hours of practice, so they take donations only, so she was very inexpensive.
It was THE best thing I have EVER done for me, and it was wonderful! I was able to get one every 2 weeks for 6 weeks. It was better than I can even describe. I have body issues and was worried about the total body thing, but they are taught proper draping, and I was totally comfortable.
As the knots in the muscles get broken down, it releases endorphins, which I think we all need more of. I highly recommend them. If there is a massage school anywhere close....they need bodies to work on!
I'm very blessed that I haven't had the Chronic Fatigue along with my Fibro, and hope I never do. If I overdue, I pay the price, so I've learned to pace myself, most of the time. Also figured out that the more I move around, the less I hurt. Most of the time.
God bless your day, and may your pain level be low!
AKJ