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I am so happy for you that you finally broke your silence and shared your horrendous experience. I believe you are suffering from survivers guilt which I suffered from for so many years.
There was nothing you could have said or done that would have made a difference. I think you are being way too hard on yourself for surviving.
You are an innocent in this situation. It is not your fault at all in any way whatsoever.
I believe many vets from wars suffer from survivers guilt. You might want to check into it for your own peace of mind.
Keep on talking and sharing everything you can and get the poison out of you.
You survived as a very small child and you should not have had to suffer that.
I think you have a very loving and compassionate heart for others.
Can you think of some special ceremony you can create to forgive yourself for simply surviving?
Someone suggested writing the girl a letter you do not intend to send.
Sending you healing energy.
There was nothing you could have said or done that would have made a difference. I think you are being way too hard on yourself for surviving.
You are an innocent in this situation. It is not your fault at all in any way whatsoever.
I believe many vets from wars suffer from survivers guilt. You might want to check into it for your own peace of mind.
Keep on talking and sharing everything you can and get the poison out of you.
You survived as a very small child and you should not have had to suffer that.
I think you have a very loving and compassionate heart for others.
Can you think of some special ceremony you can create to forgive yourself for simply surviving?
Someone suggested writing the girl a letter you do not intend to send.
Sending you healing energy.
