I always had nightmares, every night since this PTSD stuff began. Not always completely about my specific abuse though, sometimes only about violence or rape etc., but not by the person who did it to me in real life. I don't know if those nightmares count towards PTSD nightmares or are normal nightmares.
Anyway the ones which are specific to my trauma are recently more frequent, probably because of my more frequent triggers lately. However they take on scary contexts, basically embodying my worst fears and worries about the trauma. I think to myself after if I wanted those dreams since I keep dreaming them. I always feel so disgusting and dirty after. Rational mind just gone.
Thats one thing, but as my title implies, the SSRI's I've been taking have made the dreams so much more realistic, and makes me believe even more that I wanted the dream to happen. Anyone have these worries with or without medication interfering? Do all nightmares link to PTSD or just the specific ones?
Anyway the ones which are specific to my trauma are recently more frequent, probably because of my more frequent triggers lately. However they take on scary contexts, basically embodying my worst fears and worries about the trauma. I think to myself after if I wanted those dreams since I keep dreaming them. I always feel so disgusting and dirty after. Rational mind just gone.
Thats one thing, but as my title implies, the SSRI's I've been taking have made the dreams so much more realistic, and makes me believe even more that I wanted the dream to happen. Anyone have these worries with or without medication interfering? Do all nightmares link to PTSD or just the specific ones?