Yes and no. The hostile environment (trauma) made the senses I needed to survive more acute. I am very sensitive to sensory input that used to signal danger. The PTSD symptom that developed from that is hyper vigilance, and when that symptom is triggered I am very sensitive to many things in my current situation. I have to monitor my level of hyper vigilance and use self-talk to remind myself it's the hyper vigilance and not them and there is no real danger or I can get very angry very fast and do what I feel I need to do to get rid of them and destroy my current situation in the process.
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