I used to be full of fun and outgoing, but never made "really close friends" like I did while in the R.N.
I was never "one of the in- crowd" always on the side line looking in, if you know what I mean. I've been described as "deep but thoughtful" I don tallow people to get close to me easily, but I think these problems go back to my child hood, which wasn't the best time of my life?
Since the PTSD hit me, I've totally changed, now I am solitary, moody and basically don't get along with people any more, and hate being in crowded places.
My confidence and trust in people has totally gone now, sometimes I wonder just what the Hell I'm doing here!
