My name is Johnny. I am a veteran of the Iraq war. I was over there when the war began and I served six months in theater, mostly in Fallujah and the so called "Sunni triangle". Initially I never realized, or perhaps even denied that I had a few problems that I brought home with me. I let things go for almost two years until it all came to a head and I had an "episode." It seems like the only emotions that I have left are anger and sadness. I have been referred to the VA, etc. for counciling and have not yet even contacted them. I hope to gain some insight into what I am going through by coming here.