Sufferer Hello from the other side - dancer with cptsd

[419can.dance]

Not too sure if I need to tag Adele for credit up there.

I am Dancer. I don’t dance. My goal for 2018 is to DANCE!
Thank you for having me in your community.
I have never been more terrified to be a part of something.

I. Dancer, suffer from C-PTSD (that’s the diagnosis) among with a word vomit line of depressing titles.
My goal is to not survive anymore.
But, start living. I know. That’s a shitty thing for me to already come to.
I’m just so tired of being FAKE!
Anywho! I hope to make a few buddies in here.
Be a friend too!
I have been there. Done that. Time for the therapy.


Dancer
:(:sneaky::sleep::):O_o::woot:

 

[Deleted member 45588]

Welcome to the forum!

 

[419can.dance]

Thank you! :geek:

 

[ladee]

Welcome !! Glad you are here and hope the dancing happens... it will if you say it will... glad you found us... !!

 

[EveHarrington]

Welcome!

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Greetings and welcome to the community. It's an amazing one. Tosses ya' a hula hoop for your upcoming dancing adventures. :) Trust me, Stella ain't the only one who can get her groove back. (movie reference for any who may not have heard of it) I just forget where I put mine sometimes. lol Wishing you clarity, support, wellness and as much fun as possible. Peace.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm a singer so we can all get together and sing and dance and hula hoop! I have been here 5 1/2 years, so I can tell you it's a good spot.

 

[Gs172003]

I have the rhythm of a drunk giraffe lol have fun getting the dancing thing down!

 

[419can.dance]

Greetings and welcome to the community. It's an amazing one. Tosses ya' a hula hoop for you...

Thank you! This is really a welcoming community. A little scary in itself.

I'm a singer so we can all get together and sing and dance and hula hoop! I have been here 5 1/2 yea...

Thank you for your welcoming support! I have a passion for vocalizing! Never called mine singing :whistling:

 

[Deleted member 33052]

I love what you wrote. When I first joined, I started a thread that explained why I was grateful for the c-ptsd diagnosis, and I think the words I wrote were similar to yours. The ptsd took away my ability to pretend. Stripped my facade. I had no choice, stop surviving on pretense and learn to live as I was supposed to all along. Three years later, I'm still struggling and still learning, and still grateful for the diagnosis!

I'm so glad you found us!