Here I Am.

[Spock]

Man, I have gone through nearly nine months of hell. Here is me, someone who used to dish out advice and support could not handle his own life, I got too cocky and when I fell, I fell hard, it goes to show the beast is a prick. I am still coming out of it though, I have weaned myself down to one tablet in the morning and one tablet in the night, I used to be on about six different medications topping about 17 tablets or more a day. I am also off the Mary Jane. One day, when they legalise it here I will experiment again. Not worth the risk atm....

;) Yes you did brother...but I saw the change, been dealing with such responses since I started in group therapy, and recognized it. I think it helps when we all recognize these things in each other and cut each other some slack ... the drama is not worth it at all.

Very glad you have been able to remove most the meds, I really think that is the key for most, just have seen so many do better and found so many that were just given it as a default. Working with several groups on finding and sharing holistic options to limit med usage. Course, for my seizures and pain sometimes there is only a med option.

Keep pushing forward! (y)

 

[SGT Crim1]

I rock the 360 too - Gears of War 3 style. I play Destiny mostly now.

As for EMDR - I just checked it out. Dangerously powerful. Here is the link : nevermind

I am not cool enough to do that linky business. Just type "self-administered EMDR" into youtube.

Try that shit out. Took me 1:13 to drag a flashback out of it. Your story stimulated the original thought and it sucked it right out of me.

As far as norming out - it ain't gonna happen. People just don't get and don't want to. We are scary. Thank God we have lovnig wives who stuck it out. I would be a drunken mess without mine. Or a bloody one.

Anywho - I am on here as a night owl so hit me up whenever

-Crim