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[AC2012]

I am new to this...I have never been the one to share my feelings in a public forum but here it goes.

I have PTSD due to sexual trauma. I am enaged to someone who has Combat PTSD. I feel I am making his PTSD worse due to the issues that I deal with on a daily basis of trust and all the horrible anxiety and unforgiving negative thoughts that comes along with my disorder. I feel I am only truamatizing him more and making him insecure, fightened, and isolating himself from me. I don't know what to do. I don't want to give him up. I love him very much; but I dont know if by holding on to him if I am hurting more. I have never been so confused, heart-broken, isolated, and scared in my life. He is often thinks of hurting himself and I can't bare the thought. So I push....
I feel like I am doing everything wrong and nothing right and I honestly don't know what to do. If anyone has any advice. I am more than open to it.

Thank you.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Welcome to the forum. :)

There is a both a sufferers and supporters section on the forum. Both places have some really helpful people. I hope you will join in when you feel ready.

Best wishes.

 

[Lucycat]

Welcome to the forum. :)

 

[KP the nut]

Hi and welcome to the forum.