How Do I Know If I Have Pstd?

[Pnezzo18]

I would like to know if I have PSTD. I know something is wrong with me, I have difficulty moving forward with almost everything I begin in my life. I show little or no emotion to my immediate family, in fact it is very difficult for me to associate with them. They disgust me. I cant hold any relationships, I keep to myself even though I can be extremely social, but when people begin to get close I dislike it. I flee away for a while. I clog or feel claustrophobic when anyone wants to get near or close to me.

When I am alone I see flashbacks of my childhood and start to hyperventilate of the feelings as if I were there again. its weird, its like a natural reflex.

 

[Emily18]

First of all, I am very sorry to hear that you are suffering. I would recommend a psychologist/psychiatrist as we can not diagnose people over the internet. It sounds like your symptoms are closely related to what some people on here experience and that you are concerned because they are affecting you in a negative way. I encourage you to speak with a specialist. In my experience, the right therapist can be incredibly helpful in the healing process.
Best of luck to you. :)

 

[Pnezzo18]

Thank You, I have been meaning to see one. I saw one before to try it out and I didn't find it of any help, I don't even like to trust them either.

 

[Deleted member 1860]

It can be hard to trust professionals. In the past, I haven't been able to trust a therapist or doctor until I was given a genuine reason to trust them. I've seen dozens of professionals, and I can only think of three whom I've genuinely trusted. It takes a leap of faith, but in the end it can be worth it.