My husband remains suicidal, probably more so now than in the 15 years I know him. What's hard is to hear the blame hurled my way. I don't listen, I want him smiling all the time (no, I just don't want him DEAD), if my job was more successful he'd feel better, and I badger him, and and and.
Guys, I am wreck. I can't stop crying. He says you're a great wife married to the wrong guy. The great wife who constantly irritates him, who has wrecked his life, who does not listen. He acknowledges that my existence as a suicidal spouse is hell, but yet he tells me that my behavior makes him more suicidal.
I don't know what to do. Stay and make him miserable, so he stays suicidal. Leave and he kills himself. HELP ME. I AM IN HELL.
Guys, I am wreck. I can't stop crying. He says you're a great wife married to the wrong guy. The great wife who constantly irritates him, who has wrecked his life, who does not listen. He acknowledges that my existence as a suicidal spouse is hell, but yet he tells me that my behavior makes him more suicidal.
I don't know what to do. Stay and make him miserable, so he stays suicidal. Leave and he kills himself. HELP ME. I AM IN HELL.
