Undiagnosed I Am Posting This

[Beebee]

Hi all. I am posting this to... just say hi.

I suffer from trauma consequences but I am not sure I fit all PTSD criteria, maybe It's another kind of trauma-related problem. I have a therapist and I am supposed to attend a day hospital.

I am 19 years old even if my profile says I am 25, yeah, I made my first mistake before having posted anything yet.

I hope I can be supportive with others and people are towards me too.

I am a... difficult human being, for me it's hard to undestrand bond, empathy, kindness and similar...

 

[SeanCharles]

Very nice start! Bravo.

 

[GrayOwl]

So many things to learn here.
So much knowledge and tools and compassion.
Browse, use, contribute, heal, welcome......

 

[Beebee]

Thank you all.

I wonder if there is something like a inner enraged spirit... Sometimes I feel there is a little sociopath inside me, even if I am not. I have read about alters, It's not like another person but 'something' that 'joins me' even if it's not me... It's my little demon.

Unfortunately I can't talk about this with anyone in real life...