I Tried To End My Life 3 Weeks Ago And Ended Up On A 72 Hr Hold At Psychiatric Er..,

[NinaHasPtsd]

hey everyone, my name is Nina. I suffer from terrible PTSD. Ive been out of the Army for quite a bunch of years, yet it seems to just be getting worse. 3 weeks ago I finally attempted suicide. Been thinking about it for yeArs but finally attempted it now. Im not even sure what pushed me over the edge. But the thing is, I do not feel any better. I go to the VA for therepy, they give me pills, none of them are helping. Jeez does anyone know what pills aactually will help. I have severe anxiety and depression. it is part of my ptsd. im so tired of feeling like this. i feel like i will never live a normal life. i am 29 now. And.have been suffering since the age of 23. does anyone else wish they never joined the Army? I feel like it has absolutelt ruined me. None of the mental help I have gotten so far has helped.

on another note, i was offered a rad job in Denver. Hoping it will help get me out if this funk i am in. I need to leave california. this is not spam but i started a gofundme to help me get to denver to start over. already made appointments with the VA there.

heres my gofundme,if anyone out there feels like helping me get there is :PTSDsucksBad. i guess go to gofundme and searxh for ptsdsucksbad..thanks for checking that out .

but can someone answer my questions above. i need some help mentally. what will make these feelings go away?
-Nina

 

[Friday]

First part of your q... Yah. There's mad resources and great people on here. From conflicts all over the world, for the past 50 years. But delete the f*ckin gofundme nonsense if you don't want your post pulled and want to connect with other combat vets. Some of us are doing well, others of us are broke and homeless. Everything in between & it doesn't matter none. This isn't where we go to hit strangers up for cash. Nothing against it, I'm sure I'm not the only one who's spare changed and worked my way across the country. But this isn't the place for it This is where we go to be with people who get it. Regardless of how well or how f*cked up we're doing.

 

[atilla]

Yeah...what my Sister said. Wd Friday!

 

[rickyfinch]

Nina, I hate you.