Childhood If I Could Alter My State Of Mind Without Intrusive Flashbacks..

[Stills]

I would be drunk/high everyday like I used to be. I was drinking last week and I ended up crying myself to sleep. I would do that anyways but it's worse when it's from flashbacks and the anxiety is increased. There's no escape, like being sober is the best option right now. I just want to enjoy drinking with friends etc. I'm barely 20!

 

[EveHarrington]

:hug:

No flashbacks is a million times better than alcohol. IME.